James Andrew Jaworski

Space Travel via Trance State

2012-01-30T01:58:00.008-06:00

Sunday January 29 2012 beginning around 6:45 p.m. I went into my bathroom to go into trance state to see what entities or places I could see.

Some time into the trance state session, which lasted for about 60 minutes, I began seeing the moving star field.

I traveled through several wormholes saw a red dwarf star, saw two or three Earth-like planets whiz by. Passed by Mimas (one of Saturn's moons - the one that looks like Star Wars' Death Star).

My intention and request of my spirit guide(s) was to travel to an inhabited planet within the Sirius A star system via trance state.

Along the way I saw various beings, a couple of Greys floating in this star field. I saw booted feet upside down.

About mid-way thru the trance meditation, I landed on this planet that you could Mars or Titan - it had reddish/brown colour to the surroundings. There was dirt like that on Mars. I did not see the sky, but the vision was always looking down at the ground. I did not see any civilizations (cities, towns) or any other people.

This is sort of what it looked like, except moving on the surface was much slower than in the video:

Youtube - Surface animation of Saturn's moon Titan ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPYsiA4MHm8

At the end of the session a slightly grey haired moustached man mouthed the phrase twice -

"Where do you want to go now?"

I said again:

"I want to go to one of the inhabited planets within Sirius A star system"

I guess he couldn't hear me or something. I used my voice and I used telepathy. After that I ended the session and turned on the bathroom light and opened the door.

The mustached male might have been my main spirit guide Daniel, who I have up to this time not seen but have heard very rarely - he doesn't say much but when he does it is profound. The other two guides - Pete and Moonwalker are much more conversational.

I am concluding that if I want to travel to Sirius A by a meditative trance state, I would have to spend more time doing this or something...Travel via the mind is still waaay faster (and cheaper) than it would be if I were to train to be an astronaut or work for one of Earth's space agencies.

Consider that the New Horizons probe (to study dwarf planets beyond Pluto) arrived near Saturn 2 years after its launch from Earth ... getting to near Saturn by mind/soul travel in 1 hour is not bad at all.

Cats' Spirit Guides Names

2012-01-24T20:14:00.001-06:00

Today I asked the names of the spirit guides of my two cats:

Tiger = Altrexa (female)
Herbie = Dean

Oops!

2011-12-11T00:38:00.002-06:00

Oops! Re: Friday night.

I'll get better at this.

You'll see.

The Great Flood: The End of Atlantis

2011-12-08T14:11:00.009-06:00

Tuesday night December 6 2011 I had a vision while laying down meditating.

The colour of the vision clip is dim grey for some reason. I don't know why it was like this and not in full colour. I don't know if it was from something I experienced in a past life on the Atlantis continent or if this is just a general 'clip' from the past. I do admit though that I have been very curious about wanting to know more about Atlantis and how civilization there ended, thousands of years ago. Perhaps it is by my new spirit guide Rupert that assisted me in seeing this, because my usual ones didn't want to show me this for some unexplained reason.

FIRST SCENE: There are people in the fields working, dancing, frolicking around. The people appear to be tall or very tall. I am seeing them from high off the ground, so I cannot say exactly how tall they are. They seemed happy that day.

NEXT SCENE: Everyone, wall to wall people moving in one direction. I saw other people just like the first ones though separately.They looked like they had army helmets on. They too were walking swiftly together. They were not panicking. I assume then that they were told to move in an orderly way and not to run. However, there was nowhere these people could run to to escape their forthcoming mass deaths.

NEXT SCENE: I saw this early teen girl, about 12 to 14 years old, Caucasian, with medium length blond or light brown hair. She was laying down next to a small sized boulder. I feel that she got trampled and got injured while escaping from the coming Great Flood. The water started to flow to the boulder just as water does on a stream or brook. As the water appeared there was so much of it that she drowned under it.

NEXT SCENE: I saw the civilization of Atlantis being covered with sand. The sand was sprinkled over and covered the stone buildings where the people lived and worked. Where this sand came from I don't know, but it appeared to be coming from above.

NEXT SCENE: I saw from higher up in the sky there was this giant ice fishing-like circle carved out of the ice. I saw one dolphin swimming towards me in the sea and lots and lots of smaller sized fish swimming with it.

Now the analysis of this vision:

If the Annunaki were responsible for and created the Great Flood that occurred approx. 10,000 years ago, why did they deem Atlantis and Lemuria so far gone that they had to destroy it in order to start over again?

How did the Dolphins get into the water? Did the Annunaki use teleportation device or just hoist it and the other fish species into the water?

END

Music Video ... Culture Club - The War Song

2011-11-11T00:57:00.000-06:00

Dedicated for Remembrance Day 11 ... 11 ... 11

Wacko kids, don't go to war

2011-11-10T04:39:00.001-06:00

Normally I don't sleep in the supine position (on my back) but tonight I did.

Around 4:00 a.m. I heard a boy child's voice say this:

Wacko kids, don't go to war

The context/meaning of this message is this:

Why are we still sending our young adults to war to other countries to kill one another? This was a genuine msg. from the spirit world, as there was no V2K tone and this voice was very very clear like I had been hearing in late 2009 thru mid-2010.

I will go back to sleeping on my belly & side.

The Life Plan of Trees

2011-10-31T18:53:00.000-05:00

Today I went grocery shopping to Safeway in Osborne Village, and I was not feeling very lively. I was a bit tired from the icky weather, although not as deadly-icky as I had been in previous years.

I had this one bag of groceries on the way back and I decided to sit down on the Manitoba Legislature grounds. At first I sat down on one of the benches, and as re-discovering survival skills I used a tree twig to open my Tetra-pak of apple juice instead of using my keys.

Sat there for a few minutes then got up again to walk home.

It felt like one of the trees were inviting me to sit down against it.

As I sat down this particular tree and after a very short minute or two I saw this pic in my mind's eye. When trees communicate they present their ideas in square-shaped static (non-moving) images.

This particular tree showed me an Ochre-red (dark red) cabin in the woods.

I feel that this is what it was in a past life, also as a tree, OR it wants to be (ideally) this after it is cut down one day.

When I looked at the tree, there is not enough wood on it to make a cabin, but if there were other trees then it could be enough to make this cabin.

Cool, eh?

I will draw this as I

I'm Healing From Diabetes

2011-10-27T03:33:00.002-05:00

I'm healing from Type 2 Diabetes.

It started in early August as my sister bought some Epsom Salt for using in the bath.

I bought some myself and found that it increased my energy levels immediately when sitting in it for a few minutes.

Then I went out and bought some Magnesium supplement pills and at the same time switched my bottled drinking water from Alpine brand Distilled water to Canadian Gold Artesian Spring Water from Marchand, Manitoba.

Over the next few weeks and around the same time I have been using Iodine to apply to about a dozen Morgellons sores spread out from my arms and legs. Eww, that's too many to count.

I bought some Apple Cidar Vinegar to pour 2 or 3 cups into the bathtub separately from the Mag. Salt.

The Morgellons sores seem to heal when I use the ACV, Iodine and Mag. Salt separately.

The one sore I had that started in 2006 is now mostly healed, thanks mainly to the liquid Iodine I've been applying.

I've also been taking a Pro-biotic to replenish good gut bacteria to help digest my food. I think also that since 2008 my stomach has gotten smaller because I wasn't eating enough food.

This week I started making homemade grilled cheese sandwiches because I must be craving something in there, but it's good to make them at home ...the restaurant variety cost more than $6 with a beverage now...too much in my view.

I also want to make homemade Iced Tea...Last week I failed at doing this because I poured still hot/warm tea from the kettle into a Rubbermaid jug...So I bought a glass jug and the seller said that even with a glass pitcher I should let the tea water cool down more or the glass pitcher will break.

My muscles feel more strong and not so weak like they used to feel these past few years ... now I realize this was from a lack of Magnesium in my precious body. So I'm happy this is replenishing...

A few weeks ago I had this idea of using my hair washing cup to pour ACV into my Left ear. After doing this for 3 or 4 sessions I had this puke come up and I left the bathtub to throw it up into the toilet... My bathroom light had previously worn out, but I could see a kind of dark reddish stuff with greenish stuff ... and ever since then my ability to swallow has improved and with it the physical sensation of food and liquids going down my throat feels soooo good again...almost sensual...LOL.

Plastic in my body?

2011-10-24T21:51:00.000-05:00

On the evening of October 23 2011 while I was laying down and relaxing, a female voice spoke in my left ear the following...

"You still have alot of plastic in your body. Keep taking the Magnesium."

I don't know whether this is from an actual spirit guide or if it's some sort of benevolent/secret V2K transmission to me. Either way, gee, thanks for telling me this.The plastic I would guess would be coming from Morgellons fibers and/or from food digested (like from Magerine) over several years.

It's Good to Forget Sometimes

2011-10-21T14:50:00.001-05:00

We have all lived many, many, many lives before this one. We have all incarnated on Earth, this planet called Earth within this part of this galaxy. We came here because we'd done it all before in very distant past lives, so we did this to make it all seem new again.

To relate this, I will tell you a story....

Back in the early 1980s I used to go to the Centennial Library during my high school "spare" periods.

I'd go to the first floor and walk to the Government Documents section to check if there were any recent docs. from the CBC available - stuff about CBC-2, stuff about re-committing to public broadcasting in the 1980s. Documents from the Department of Communications on Telidon or the Anik satellites.

I'd also spend some time reading Broadcasting, Stereo Review, or Parent's magazine or the Toronto Star or Chicago Tribune on the 2nd Floor.

If I found something interesting I'd photocopy the article and take it home with me for my files.

Then in 1985 the vibe of mass culture changed a bit. IBM PC's were no longer as in the mass consciousness as previously. Apple had just introduced its Macintosh a year earlier. Some PC-clone companies were starting to go belly up, there was more of a focus on using already created computer software, rather than the software being updated every year... it was to apply the use of that software to create a work of art, or a useful spreadsheet, or a report or document for work or for personal use.

The Yuppies were raising Generation Y whom the eldest were 5 or 6 years old by that time. They had less time for technology and more for family.

So by 1985 for me I went from focusing on technology -- C-Band satellite tv (TVROs), the CRTC issuing new licenses for new satellite-cable channels in Canada, the rollout (and subsequent failure) of AM Stereo, the Federal Election in Canada of 1984, The National (with Knowlton Nash), CTV CanadaAM, The Winnipeg Sun, Top40 1980s music, MuchMusic & TSN...

But one visit to the Library, the vibe inside me changed. Looking at those same books on Broadcasting and the government reports just didn't have the passion it once did between 1981 and 1984. It was just so.....blah! I wanted something new to look at.

I think we've had similar experiences on other planets and maybe this one thousands upon thousands of years ago....and we got tired of experiencing the same old same old...

So we said one day to our spirit guides... "Hey I'd like to incarnate again, but I want to make it all new (Aulneau, LOL)... and not remember as much as doing it before.

So our subconscious is blocked from remembering it all. I'm not sure I want to remember ALL my past lives. I would probably get depressed once I realized I've probably used a computer of some sort, I've been the same set of animals before. I've been alone before, I've been with a partner before and most likely had a family....

But on Earth in this part of the galaxy, all can be new again, so that our soul won't get too bored.

From Earth to a moon of Saturn

2011-10-15T01:21:00.001-05:00

Done a meditation early Saturday morning around 12.30 a.m.

Didn't have any focus, just asked Daniel my spirit guide to show me something interesting.

I got into trance state and all of a sudden I started seeing waves, then particles, then I think flying by Mars, Jupiter, and ending at this moon which I think was Saturn's moon Mimas. I am not 100% sure it was Mimas, because that is one of the moons ii the Solar System that I can remember the name of. It could have been another moon, maybe smaller.

Couldn't pick out any details on this moon because it was spinning/rotating too fast. How do I slow it down so I can see via my consciousness what is going on at this moon's surface?

Near the end of this meditation I did see/fly backwards to see the rings of Saturn so I basically knew where I was in the Solar System. Then I opened my eyes and was back here.

Chemtrail Storm Oct 3 2011

2011-10-03T19:13:00.001-05:00

I've pretty much healed my Type 2 Diabetes by replenishing my Magnesium minerals inside my body. I'll write a separate post in more detail but here is what happened today.

I had bought a 2 litre 3% carton of milk today around 4 p.m. I was sitting outside my apt. trying to get some light from Sol. Since about 2 or 3 p.m. the chemtrail planes were covering more and more of the skies.

When it was covered up so much that I decided to go back inside, I opened the milk and drank from a small cup with ice cubes. I drank a glass and then kept refilling it and refilling it.

The skies got so dark that I felt like sleeping, so I had a 30 min to 1 hour nap. Then woke up again. This time I added 2 tablespoons of Ovaltine to this 4 oz. cup of milk with ice. I had like 4 of those so that would be 16 oz. of fluid. With that I swallowed 1 Magnesium supplement pill with each glass of Ovaltine milk mixture.

I finished that milk in about 2 hours.

By 6:45 p.m. the sky cleared about 50% and my symptoms of tiredness and wanting to fall asleep vanished.

Unreal. It felt like I was fighting with the Devil, but I won this time because I didn't allow my Magnesium levels to fall to such a degree that I'd be sleeping for another 2 or 3 hours.

A Callout to YTV Canada

2011-09-01T01:11:00.015-05:00

Way back in the mid-1980s there was a call by the CRTC for a "youth-oriented" satellite-cable channel to be broadcast in Canada.

A series of hearings took place during the "Summer of discontent", the start of the 1987-2012 period of "awakening...Anyways, nuff of that.

YTV was created as a single station that would comprise 3 parts, programming for 3 groups of kids:

Pre-schoolers
School-age
"the kid in all of us" - adults and families

YTV Canada was licensed on November 30, 1987 and they spent the next 10 months signing programming contracts with various suppliers, gathering advertisers, creating program IDs, hiring "PJs" (program jockeys).

When YTV signed on for the first time on September 1, 1988 I was still living at home with my parents. In fact one of my sisters had a friend who was not getting along with her family and so she slept over here on that day and I think for the whole month of September and possibly part of October 1988 too.

The previous year I had already bought myself a VCR. Dad didn't believe in VCRs despite that he had a 1956 Philips reel-to-reel for himself. No, but our family coudn't have a VCR because "we don't need one".... Thank god for Youtube...

Still going back to YTV and that first day. Sister's friend was sleeping in the basement, and I had set up the equipment downstairs. But I guess it didn't really work well because sister's friend was studying to become something at Univ. So I moved the VCR upstairs. The main floor tv was some tube console and I set it up there. The 1976 SEARS portable 20" was in the basement. So I hooked up the twin-lead and kept as quiet as possible to record the opening of "The Family Channel" and YTV.

In YTV's first license period, November 30, 1988 thru ..... they are LIMITED to xx minutes of advertising PER HOUR. If I recall correctly this was gradually upped in the next few years to a MAXIMUM of 14 minutes PER HOUR. Too much advertising...and they sold the CRTC on being granted a license based on the 8 minutes PER HOUR.

A lot of the programming was retro - stuff like You Can't Do That on Television, retro movies, some newer stuff like The Black Stallion series. The Hit List, 'Are You Afraid of the Dark'?The PJs were nice, warm people.

YTV was originally owned by a partnership between ROGERS Cable and CUC Broadcasting (one of their cable systems was Greater Winnipeg Cablevision). YTV was sold to CORUS (SHAW) in 1995. Almost overnight YTV's programming changed and became much darker, more violent, the original PJs were replaced with less photogenic/less likeable (in my view). Yeah, you "PJ Fresh Phil", I'm callin' you out. You look like a neighbourhood THIEF. You are not in line with "community standards"... You were (thank god he's off the air) not someone to LIKE or want ot "invite" into my home.

They went thru a phase if I can call it that where they played Sailor Moon, "Yugi Oh" and other Japanses Anime. Because broadcasting regulations were relaxed this past decade, YTV and other broadcasters are allowed to do marathons showing the same program but different episodes for 2 or 3 hours at a time after which they show the same block after 12 midnight (11 pm. Central). This is not what YTV was originally licensed for.

Then somewhere in the 90s they upped the minutes of commercials per hour, changed PJs, and showed more and more violent programming. By the mid- late- 1990s programmes like YTV Rocks were Cancelled in favour of more and more violent cartoons, and what I believe is Reptilian-like shows like Big Comfy Couch.

Now that we have Youtube on the Internet I'm seeing lots of comments that reflect exactly my feelings towards YTV and music videos and such ... the 1980s kids programming and music videos were much better than the trash that passes as culture nowadays.

So I call on those souls who were born before and some after 1979, those of you from Generation X who now have famiies of their own, and those of too from Generation Y who want something to watch themselves or for your young family. Something that is wholesome, something that teaches one of the Laws of the Universe - the Golden Rule - Do Unto Others... I call on those who feel they are called, to write to YTV, post blogs, make Youtube videos and DEMAND that the Reptilian owners of YTV sell it off or change their programming IMMEDIATELY. We will not stand for their trash programming any longer.

See also:

Wikipedia - YTV Canada
Old Skool YTV

Access to Raw Dairy Products in Canada

2011-08-06T23:33:00.000-05:00

I just sent off this e-mail to the Canadian Bureau of Food Safety Assessment. I felt it was the right organization to write to when asking that access to raw dairy products be allowed again in Canada.

If you want to contact them too and request that raw dairy is allowed to be sold in Canada, especially Manitoba again... their contact e-maill is:

BFSA_BESA@hc-sc.gc.ca

Hi there,

I am aware that in the US they did have local access to raw dairy products but that now the US is clamping down and removing these under the premise that it is somehow "dangerous" to us... I have listened to Mike Adams of NaturalNews.com say that the reason why the Americans are no longer allowing raw dairy products has more to do with the multinational dairy conglomerates like Beatrice which is a subsidiary of global Parmalat (based in Italy). Mike Adams had said that raw dairy is more healthy for Humans because it inheritantly (naturally) contains pro-biotic substances which are good for fighting diseases whether they are man-made, like H1N1 or the general Flu, which are all created in a Lab environment.

Yahoo Search on 'Natural news raw milk'
http://search.yahoo.com/search?p=natural+news+raw+milk&ei=UTF-8&fr=moz35

During the mid-1970s my Dad would take us to Muy's Farm (Fort Whyte, Manitoba - his farm became suburban housing) which sold raw milk in large, heavy glass jars. I was about 9 or 10 years old at the time and I remember that we had to shake the heavy jar to mix the cream so it wouldn't settle. That milk was tasty though and didn't taste like the watery stuff we buy from Lucerne (Safeway) or Beatrice (Parmalat) today. Sometime in the 1980s

About 10 years ago I tried replacing dairy with soy products and I found that the more soy I consumed, the weaker and more lethargic I became. But once I read that 90% of Soy is GMO from Monsanto it was time to stop eating stuff with Soy in it. Soy is also has been found to be a "nutrient uptake inhibitor" and can damage our DNA which controls or influences the health of the shape of our body.

I know that there is an organic dairy company, Organic Meadow, based in British Columbia. They want to be allowed to sell organic rawa milk in Manitoba, but I cannot find it, therefore I assume that it is the CFIA and your department that is blocking the sale of this pure, wholesome, healthy milk from being sold in the province where I live. That brings up another simliar question ... Why does most of our organic foods, prepared and in raw form come mainly from British Columbia and Oregon and generally in that part of North America. I want to be able to consume food that is closer to where it is grown, to save on the cost of transport of this food which is primarily done by semi-trucks nowadays... How can we have smaller trucks (or rail cars) that transport our food within Manitoba and not rely so much on food produced so far away from us? Our economy is in transition right now and we need to keep our the cost of food affordable to all.

I would ask that Agriculture Canada, CFIA, and your department/program re-assess this in the near future and allow us citizens the choice of purchasing healthy, locally produced raw milk in Canada again.

Mr. Adams says that the cleanliness of dairy farms that sell raw milk must be of a high standard and if they detect that the milk purity has been compromised in any way, it gets dumped ... so there is no way that the milk can cause disease thru contamination of food. The recent e.Coli in hamburger meat is more risky because I believe it was put there to make people sick or even kill them. I don't trust multi-national food companies anymore. They appear to not be in Humanity's best interest.

So in summary I ask that Raw Dairy products be allowed for sale again in Canada, and that locally-based (owned) companies are allowed to sell it again and not-just global multi-nationals like Parmalat and Lucerne. We must return to a society where the source of our food is known and is closer to where we live.

BOOK: The Vengeful DJinn

2011-07-10T02:00:00.001-05:00

Earlier this year a book written by paranormal researcher Rosemary Ellen Guiley and Philip J Imbrogno was published.

Because of my personal experiences with a Jinn, I was curious to find out more about them, since up until maybe 2005 not much has been written or posted about them on the Internet or in books in Western culture. Lots of stuff via the Muslim faith but not as much in English.

This is starting to change as more and more of us raise our level of consciousness and as a result re-open our psychic senses like our 3rd eye, psychic hearing, and psychic feeling.

Rosemary was interviewed last year on July 10 2010 about their upcoming book about the Jinn/Djinn and I was excited for when it'd be published..

I bought a signed copy in the Spring and I have read some of it...The whole book is not totally devoted to Shadow Men but a chapter is. Maybe that's why the book hasn't held my interest 100% unlike some of the other books I've read recently, like Zecharia Sitchin's The 12th Planet, about the Annunaki from Sirius C.

Anyways, here's a link to the DJinn book...

Thomas Sheridan on Psychopathic Mind

2011-07-08T06:30:00.000-05:00

We live in a time of the Great Awakening. A time when we can finally move this planet from a path to tyranny to one of responsible freedom.

Until recently I had worked for the federal government as a clerk and I believe in altruism - being of service to others. However during those 12 years of service, I was a victim of workplace bullying and stuff, some of it was subtle, and other stuff more open.

Sheridan has written a book about psychopathic personalities, which are those who are rewarded with positions of power in the workplace. It is Human Resources departments who track who is a "good person" like myself and who is the psychopathic personality. We'd get rid of (they'd move back to being a "processor") after personality conflicts between myself and them. Then I'd have the intention that our next Supervisor would be nice and treat all of us well. Turned out that the next one -- didn't matter what year or time, that the next Supervisor would be as bad as the previous one ... usually it would come out in the form of micro-managing my work, which my personality seems to clash with/is not compatible with. I prefer an arms-length relationship between me and my supervisor - that he or more than likely in gov't , she, would trust me enough to not come up to my desk more than is necessary. But then some other people love to be micro-managed because at the soul level, they are Young Souls (as per Michael Newton) need the direction of others moreso than Mature souls like myself.

So going back to psychopathic supervisors in the workplace. You know at our workplace we had posters saying "respect in the workplace" is our , but it was the supervisors, with the backing of the HR that treated us poorly and the federal gov't Union would side with the supervisors and HR to "toe the line"....

But like Thomas says in his radio interview, stuff like this can only serve to "wake up" Humanity, and I'm glad that he is letting the "normal" (non-Reptilian brain dominant / more spiritually advanced) Humans know just why our workplaces and some relationships, and politicians are the way they are.

Red Ice Radio - Thomas Sheridan
http://www.redicecreations.com/radio/2011/06/RIR-110626-tsheridan-low.mp3

amazon.com - Puzzling People: The Labyrinth of the Psychopath
http://www.amazon.com/Puzzling-People-Psychopath-Thomas-Sheridan/dp/1905605285

Names of the Stars in the Big Dipper

2011-07-06T23:00:00.004-05:00

The easiest constellation to identify in the night sky is The Big Dipper. But why do most of us not know more detail about this set of stars?

The stars that we can see easily and not so easily have been studied for eons by astronomers and the better telescopes we have the clearer the stars have become.

I use this program Stellarium to identify the stars that I see at night, so that I can know which is which and not just say to myself "what a beautiful night time sky with all those stars visible above."

Nah, I'm ready to go more deeper than that, with the aid of technology ... a star map if you will...

This is the sort of that kids should be learning - more than just studying our immediate Solar system. I know when I was in forced education camp during the 1970s and 1980s, we never learned this back in the day... But with computer technology, and the Internet, there is no longer an excuse not to.

Here's The Big Dipper as viewed in Stellarium program.

From the top left part of the "handle" back to the top right of the end of the "pan" are:

Alkaid - 100 ly
Mizar - 78 ly
Alioth - 80 ly
Megrez - 81 ly
Phad - 83 ly
Merak - 79 ly
Dubhe - 123 ly

What I note about this set of stars is that two of them, Alkaid and Dubhe, are not 80 light years away but about 20 ly further back from us.

And just out of the frame of this screen capture is Arcturus, 36 ly away. If you can see Alkaid and Mizar, they point to Arcturus which is SW and lower in the sky (from Earth) than them.

Chakra Colours - 8th, 9th, and 10th

2011-07-06T22:46:00.002-05:00

This is info channeled/received by my spirit guide, Moonwalker tonight during meditation.

8th Chakra - Gold
9th Chakra - Blue (darker than the 5th/Throat)
10th Chakra - Green (like the 4th/Heart)

8th Chakra - Shaman healing ability, Karma, OOBE, cosmic-level observation
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-21.shtml

9th Chakra -Karmic blueprint, cumulative skills/abilites from all past lives,
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-22.shtml

10th Chakra - Integration of masculine-feminine energy
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-23.shtml

Aern Peeps Out from Laundry Room Door

2011-07-05T01:42:00.001-05:00

I hadn't written about this at the time because when it had originally occurred Mom had just passed away. I didn't want to tell others that Aern was still living in the basement even after trying to send him to Heaven (Jinns live for 1000 years at a time) - until I learned about the Jinn I had assumed that Aern was just a former Human who died and couldn't get to Heaven for some reason.

The day was Sunday January 10 2010.

Both my Dad and young sister were in the middle of that lab-engineered stomach flu that was making its rounds. Dad was sick and was laying down on the sofa, and sister was laying down in her room.

One of them vomited and so I put the item into the washing machine.

After stepping off the last step to reach the basement, from partly opened doorway that leads to the laundry room/furnace room, I stopped in my tracks because I could see this hat peeping out from the door. I knew it was Aern because I know his soul/energy signature... This was his second appearance after we prayed for him on November 8 2009.

So he was kind of wanting to show that he was still living in the basement, and that he was still near our dimension, but also was still a tad angry at me and also fearful of me after the prayer.

Anyways, my third eye had still been very much active a week after Mom died.

Aern the Jinn taps me on shoulder

2011-07-05T01:05:00.002-05:00

Sunday July 3rd 2011 I was coming back upstairs after I got something. I felt a medium-force tap on the right part of my upper back in the back hallway.

I didn't see anything behind me that I could have bumped into, and it did feel like an index finger.

It must have been none other than Aern the Jinn, who was just letting me know he was nearby.

He did not speak to me, nor did I see him this time round.

It looks like he's forgiven me for trying to send him to Heaven on November 8 2009.

The 5th/Throat Chakra

2011-07-05T00:44:00.002-05:00

"The Throat Chakra is connected with Out of Body Experiences."

— My female spirit guide Moonwalker

My chronological age in Mars years

2011-07-04T23:23:00.002-05:00

If I were currently living on the planet Mars, my age would be 23.9 years old.

On Earth each year is counted as 364.4 days.

On Mars each year is counted as 686.9 days.

Someone on Wikipedia did the calculation for the difference between Earth years and Mars years.... it's 1.8808 times that of Earth.

So if you take 45 years and divide by 1.8808 you get 23.9 Mars years.

So if I were to live for 80 Earth years, that would mean my age in Mars years would be 42.

But the good thing about this slower chronological aging in Mars time is that you'd appear physically almost 2x the same as you would on Earth.... Does that mean a sort of extended childhood, or does it work a bit differently than that?

Alex Collier, who has been in contact with beings from Andromeda since 1964 says that the Andromedan kids have an education that lasts for about 150 years. So if that is what is... then the time they spend before they are educated ... their baby and toddler years.... how long does that last? Why I ask is because if you notice..... when we are born, our bodies grow very very quickly, and then sometime in our late teens early 20ies our bodies "fill out" and growth stops.

So to really slow down biological aging and live a full life, one must do things like meditation, Reiki, Yoga, eat and drink well, and keep a positive attitude.

The love you withhold is the pain that you carry

2011-07-04T16:14:00.005-05:00

"The love you withhold is the pain that you carry, lifetime after lifetime."

— Vasais of Andromeda via Alex Collier

Riding a Horse to the Town Library circa 1865

2011-06-15T00:34:00.042-05:00

Since the past month I have been having more insight, analysis, "what makes sense" of my past life in western England (Cotswold region) between 1850 and 1875.

Until one day I can link a family surname and stuff like that I cannot prove that our family actually lived in this region of England, but it somehow feels right. This region is known for its sheep and wool production. In this life, my Dad's mother used to knit stuff for the grandkids like toques and mitts. My Mom never did that. I would think that my Mom would have carried over that talent of knitting, but perhaps the wool that we gathered we just sold off to the market. I don't know for sure yet. It's just speculation for now.

This insight was not part of a new meditation vision, but a portion/scene of the original one from June 22 2009. The new insight begins like this...

In 1865 when I am 15 years old, it is Summer, and I am wearing sandals. I am going to the town Library with my family (same Mom and Dad and one of my sisters - who is 8 years old at the time) on the horse(s). I am looking at some magazine and I wanted to stay longer, but Dad says we have to go back to the farm.
Something very similar happened in 1979/80 when I had to go to the Centennial Library in Winnipeg here to do research for a school project on the Winnipeg Flood of 1950.

The next day or a few days after that I asked if I could ride one of the horses to the town Library on my own from then on.

I sense that we had 2 farm work horses, and so Mom and Dad made sure that I knew how to tie it up to a post, so that it wouldn't get lost and run away.

So, as I faintly recall...it's more of a knowing feeling and not an actual visualization.

I used to really enjoy riding this horse to and from the town Library on a regular basis. It used to be just me and the horse, and I could be thinking something about life and say something like "right Horsee?" (whatever the name of the horse) LOL.

Back in that lifetime there were no rubber casual shoes. In the Winter you wore boots, and in the Summer you wore dress shoes for nice occasional like Church or sandals for working in the field or just hanging outdoors.

In fact, just recently, based on this past life memory via past life session on June 22 2009, I decided to buy my first pair of sandals in 136 years. So in mid-May this year I went shopping for a pair. I went into a shop on Lilac St, but the shoes they had were not the style I wanted. They referred me to European Shoe on Academy Rd. When I went home and checked their website their prices were way more than what I was expecting to pay...like $200 for one pair.

So I typed in "Sandals Winnipeg" and up came a link to Canadian Footwear where they had a few reasonably priced ones...$60-$90. Much better. I wrote down a few styles that I liked and the next day tried my first choice. They looked cheap and rubbery, and didn't feel right. Next I tried on the $90 pair made of suede... N...i...c...e... The guy measured my feet and the size of the suede ones, with the Columbia label, and it was mine.

It feels so cool wearing the sandals while riding my bike, having the wind pass thru my feet like that. I guess the feeling is similar when riding a horse with sandals on.

The sandals I wear don't have the part that goes between your big toe and the toe next to it because that might irritate the skin and as I have type 2 Diabetes that is not a good thing. Also since I have been having troubles with getting a good pair of socks that don't scrunch my toes, having the sandals on a few times helps the toes on the left foot... I know not to overdo the sandals and that I should keep wearing the regular casual shoes and to rotate using them.

Back to the past life story...

So, one day at the Library I guess I was looking at possibly a horse racing magazine or the newspaper and I must have read about racing or steeplechase racing... Because at that point I got so fascinated by it that I wanted to have one of our two work horses become racers. Well, that wouldn't work out, and now I understand that when you just have 2 on the farm, you can't give one up to race because they are work horses. I suppose if we had more than 2 then maybe Dad could have given/sold one to me... But it didn't work out that way.

So I spent the next few years, I don't know when my fascination with doing this began or when it ended.

I could imagine that it must have created lots of stress in our family at the time, and I guess that Mom and Dad would have given me three options...

Stay on the farm and help with the chores and maybe get paid and then buy a horse
Get married, raise a family and then buy a horse and race it.
Move to town or a larger city and do something else

If I had just hung on for 3 or 4 years maybe I would have crossed paths with someone who could have helped me realize my dream. But something ended that in some way.

BTW, while I was contemplating this stuff I was on a bike ride. When I came back home the first clock I saw was my alarm clock in my room, which incorrectly read 12:34, so it is a sign from my spirit guide(s) that the part about not having enough horses to spare to have one to race is correct.

See also:
June 22 2009 - Past Life Session 1
Researching 19th Century Past Life in Rural England
Flickr.com - Cotswold group

"I Am Annunaki"

2011-06-13T23:34:00.002-05:00

Originally posted to the David Icke Forum, I'm re-posting here to my blog because it wasn't written about at the time.

Heard during meditation "I am Annunaki" - that the being saying that to me was.

This was approx. around February 24th or February 25th 2011 at 0500 GMT, while I was meditating.

I felt a slight presence on my left side, and I heard the phrase twice in my left ear.

I said telepathically in response "How do I know you are a legit Annunaki and not a Demon? How can I discern you?"

I didn't get a response.

I have been reading Zecharia Sitchin's books and have been watching interview clips of him and also about Nibiru and Tiamat recently. And also re-listening to Ramtha's talk about the beginnings of Humanity. So the Annunaki are in my near consciouness thought - I'm focusing on them.

If the voice did not continue to communicate with me, is that a sign it was really coming from a Demon who was trying to deceive/trick me?

Generation Y's Future Arthritis

2011-06-11T13:27:00.007-05:00

One day I shall have the last laugh as millions and millions of cell phone users who text most of their day will start to feel the consequences of texting years before.

Our bodies have joints which contain a certain amount of lubricant. Athletes and others who over exert/overuse their joints will eventually run out of body lubricant ... and so those primarily under 30-year-olds ... the "Generation Y" ... or as I used to refer to them in the 1980s as ... "the Yuppie Puppies" ... one day it'll all catch up to them ....and they'll be the ones suffering from Arthritis in their hand joints.

I will be so happy, because right now I'm starting to warn them.... They look at me as if they don't care...they're still young...etc.

See also:
Yahoo! Search on 'Arthritis texting cell phone'

Music Video - Howard Jones - Let the People have their Say

2011-06-09T20:50:00.001-05:00

A music video with a message of self empowerment, from 1998 by Howard Jones, who is a Lightworker soul helping to up the frequency of planet Earth...

Irritating Daily Fire/Ambulace Drills

2011-06-07T17:40:00.007-05:00

Hi again,

I am writing this blog post that is somewhat off of my usual ramblings around here that has to do with spirituality.

I have lived in Downtown Winnipeg for the past 20 years and I have become used to the rhythms of this neighbourhood.

I am very sensitive/aware of the environment around me. I chose to be like that before I incarnated this life time, and I firmly believe that in my prior lifetime (1850-1875 in western England) that I was also similar.

I love urban life, and I choose to live downtown because when I chose to live in this neighbourhood 20 years ago it was so I'd be within walking distance to the central Library. I will write about my feeling/memory of my past life and how I used to go to the Library on a horse, but that is for another blog post.

Recently, in the past couple of years, the City bought additional emergency vehicles. It bought extra ambulances and extra fire engines. That is all well fine and good. Winnipeg is a growing city and we need to have more like this...

But the problem I have with the additional fleet is that the City fire/ambulance crew conducts daily drills - with full sirens blaring.

I have noticed two that are conducted on a daily, or aldmost daily occurrance:

Near the intersection of Main St @ McDermot Avenue around 2:30 p.m.
Near the intersection of Donald @ Broadway around 4:50 or 4:54 p.m.

I have noticed/observed the first incidence when I was working for Agriculture Canada. The second incidence was that if I walked home or got home about 10 minutes before 5 p.m. that almost every single weekday afternoon, with cars backed up in heavy traffic southbound on the Midtown Bridge, that there'd be this regular occurrance of an ambulance with its sirens wailing trying to get thru.

I have travelled several times to various larger cities in North America over the past 10-11 years and no where else but in Winnipeg have I heard sirens or emergency drills taking place as often as I have here... Not in Toronto, not in Vancouver, not in Chicago.

So, this has been quite annoying to me because while it is much more difficult to prove than chemtrail activity - because one can have photographed a location with sky above and when that person is finally aware of them they can review their old photos and see the chemtrail activity from years before.

My theory is that sirens of various kinds - from Police, Fire, or Ambulance are basically FEAR energy and the part of the purpose of doing the drills or having the Police have their sirens turn on and off during the night in the neighbourhood is to create a FEAR energy to lower the spiritual vibrations of our city and thus hold us down spiritually from becoming more loving. Didn't the Nazis conduct lots of siren drills before WWII to perhaps scare/annoy citizens?

But what I will do is to video this and post to Youtube and then I will link from here.

I'm just tired of the siren/ambulance/fire drill happening daily at the same time, and I want them to do this less frequently, perhaps once per week rather than the the regularity they are doing this at the moment.

This other writer, is asking why in his town the air raid sirens get activated daily. The official response was that that was the method the town/city gave notice that all the volunteer emergency vehicles (and staff) were available if/when an emergency occurred. Just like the poster says, it seems odd that they would do it that way rather than use a cell phone/pager. Perhaps the purpose in both cases is to desensitize us so that when a real big emergency happens ,only apathy will prevail.

Here's another post in which the writer mentions TETRA waves @ 17.6 Hz to affect us physically. I wonder whether the newer sirens create an output harmonic frequency of this that has the ability to disrupt our physical well-being.

Source Rense.com

For a specific example, the new TETRA system which will be used by the police and emergency services in the UK for communication, uses between 380 and 400 MHz, which is switched on and off at such a pulse rate that a pseudo-ELF of 17.6 Hz (17.6 times per second) is produced. this means the brain and nervous system are hit by pulses of UHF (USA terms) microwave (UK terms) every 1/17.6th of a second. This is rather like electrochemical hammer blows to the head at a rate of 17.6 every second. Some of us find hammer drills irritating to listen to, imagine 17.6 hammer-like blows being delivered to the nervous and endocrinal system, at a cellular level - might this not have a disruptive effect on the organism? Since the cells communicate to each other in the ELF range, these hammer-like blows of pseudo-ELF disrupts and derange cellular activities, leading to dysfunction, behavioural changes and onset of carcinogenic proteins which can lead to the organism developing tumours.

I saw a Grey alien in my bathroom

2011-04-30T04:32:00.007-05:00

Uh oh...

This is a biggie for me...

As you know, since I've been out of my job since April 15th I seem to have been experiencing more psychic stuff happening, and also during these past two weeks I have also been meditating or trying to with this chemtrail-caused upper respiratory blockage that still hasn't completely gone away yet.

OK, so chalk one up to something completely or nearly new...

While in psychic trance mode - that's where my eyes are open and the room around me fades to black ... I saw start to appear a Grey alien in ether form (not solid). He or it had the oval eyes and was looking at me, but just like the friendly Demon little boys (Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and his little bro' Stephen) that I had seen, this alien had emerged for a second then went away only to reappear a couple of seconds later in a different pose.

There was another Grey, probably his overlooker or supervisor, who seemed a bit older, and larger, and his mouth had a frown-like shape.

One of them, I can't remember which one now, did motion with his hands to come with it or him. This being's fingers were twice the length of mine. I did not because I know from others' experience there are two kinds of Greys - benevolent (friendly) and malevolent (the ones who poke us with surgical instruments and have inserted electronic implants). I chose to stay. If I had chosen to go with them my body would have stayed behind while my astral body would have traveled to their lightship.

I stayed because I didn't know if they were benevolent or malevolent. I had love inside me and kept that frequency as much as possible. Also earlier in the day, I had gone to a Massage & Reiki session, so some of my energy was cleared.

While I was sitting on my covered toilet seat I was doing pranic breathing and I could see the soft light of my Guardian Angel Rexufufus, and I felt that he was there to protect my spirit self. Moonwalker gave me the advice "white light yourself to the hilt"... And that I did.

Still I saw this Grey or Greys - it appeared one at at time,but there may have been more than one. And I also saw some sort of hybrid creature, but I only saw it for short seconds and then it vanished.

I tried communicating it by telepathy but got no response.

The Greys are part biological part android beings that are subservient to some sort of Reptilian aliens out there.

The Greys have no body parts for creating children, and their race has been dying off because of this. So their "plan B" is to create hybrid Grey-Humans and they do this by taking our sperm and eggs and matching it up with theirs.

I read last year that this "plan B" has not been very successful. They hybrids are not healthy or something like that. In a way I empathize for them, and want the best for their race of beings, which are part of this part of this Galaxy.

The other things to note is that my own physical health is not exactly 100%. I have a couple of major illnesses - Type 2 Diabetes, Low Thyroid, and a few minor ones - my left ear canal is narrower than the right, I have Eczema, and some Gallstones.

Why would they want me as a specimen?

More later as more info becomes available...

Mom Says "I Love You"

2011-04-25T03:15:00.002-05:00

While trying to fall asleep on the early morning hours of Saturday April 23 I hear what I think is my Mom (who died on January 3 2010)...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you, I love you.... (keeps repeating over and over again).

The next night, again I'm trying to fall asleep and I hear a woman's voice whispering...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you...you are special to me....I am special to you...

I asked who this spirit was, because as you know, I can only hear OR see spirits but not at the same time...My vibrational frequency at this time in my soul's progress doesn't quite allow that as of yet...

Mom/spirit: Mom......Mom.....Mom...can you hear me?

Me: Yes, sort of, but you're not coming in as loudly as (my Uncle) Rudy Sokalski (died 1995) as on March 2 2009 12 hours after Smiles the Cat dies and while at my parent's home I hear him loudly exclaim "Now that's the one I've been waiting for!". Or Fr. Brian Massie (died May 2009) saying "Jim, you won't get to Heaven if you keep treating your cats that way!"....I understand from reading books about transferring from the body to just spirit that it can take some time of reorientation and that that soul may need a bit of retraining to communicate telepathically to those of us still in a body.

No, I can't be 100% sure it really is my Mom because her communications are coming as loud as a whisper. Additionally my left ear has been having problems with wax and that just so happens to be the one she and her primary (female) spirit guide were using...

OK, so I think it's Mom trying to communicate with me, on Holy Saturday...Makes kind of sense because she was big on participating in Holy Week and this first event was in between Good Friday and Holy Saturday morning....

OK, now onto the second event...

She kept repeating (so that I'd receive the communication correctly) "You are special to me..." "I am special to you"...

OK...

So then I asked her, "what do you mean by 'special'? Are we 'karmically locked'?" It was like they didn't know what I meant...so I continued..."Are we both locked into incarnation together?" And then I heard a response that may have been a "yes".

At that there was a pause and then I asked a second question. "OK, how about the events of 2009?"

Her spirit guide answered that one and said "the events of 2009 are in the past, we are working on a new plan".

I interpret "new plan" as to be a new life plan for Mom/Rose.

But this is so soon after 2009. Is she (as a soul) ready to come back? I thought she would want more "vacation time" far away, perhaps on another planet or star system? Hey Mom, did you even check out the Sirius star system or Mars, or Jupiter or stuff like that?

In my case there was approx. 90 years of Heaven time in Earth years (1875 - 1966)...enough for me anyways to have a life review and have some fun, and learn about upcoming times on Earth.
But she was always complaining "Gee when do I get a vacation from his Hell hole?"

Anyways, I hope to have her come by more times so that I can hear her better and perhaps ask more questions just so that I'm sure it really is her.

Saw Muzzle from a Dog Spirit

2011-04-23T00:51:00.005-05:00

Saturday April 22 2011 I was at my Aunt's home for the evening.

I was sitting with my Dad and my Aunt's friend at the dining room table. The lights were low.

To the left is the kitchen and the the only light from the kitchen was the aux. light from the stove.

My Aunt has had 3 dogs over the past 45 years that I have known here - Skippy, Toby, and Jenny They're all gone now.

There were no living dogs at my Aunt's home when I was there on April 22 2011.

This past week I have been meditating privately at home, about 3 times 30 minutes, so I have re-raised my consciousness in this past while.

Last night, out of the corner of my left eye, and going for about 10 seconds, I could see the slender muzzle the kind from a dog. It was coloured very dark grey, the same colour of body when I saw the spirit of my cat Smiles three times in 2009.

A few minutes later and I thought I could hear animal nails from paws walk across the kitchen floor. Now I'm not totally sure of the sound event because my Aunt's friend's chair had made creaking noises, but it was different from the walking sound.... Hmmm...

Later I looked whether this light from the stove could have been causing me to see some figure on the right side of the doorway, but no, it was not.

I believe the dog spirit I saw was from my cousin's German Shepard cross (something) female dog Diva, who passed away less than 5 years ago.

Don't Focus on your Spirit Guides During Meditation

2011-04-22T01:29:00.004-05:00

A couple of times this year, Daniel my main spirit guide, has noticed that sometimes when I start my meditation it is with the goal of being able to see or hear one of my spirit guides. He says not to do this...

Jim: (focusing on intent that if I meditate enough I will see or hear my guides better/more often).

Daniel: If you want to raise your level of consciousness, don't focus on us.

...

And he should have added to this advice by saying that by focusing on our guides, it creates sort of a loop - that doing so does nothing to help the external world and ourselves. Instead focus on clearing the chemtrails or moving out negative energy in my home or at the workplace or in public areas.

It is the difference between Service to Self and Service to Others.

I am sometimes feeling a certain kind of novelty in being able to see Daniel and Pete when they've tapped me on the shoulder - I wake up and one of them wants to show me something like my Book of Life (which looks like one of those large white Christian Bibles with the gold coloured edges), except that it had some text and a small coloured drawing on the left page and another one on the right).

Someone else might interpret this as a message (advice) for me to read the Bible more often. My intuition however tells me that this is my actual Book of Life retrieved from the Heavenly dimension. The book was pulled open approx. to the middle. After showing me this Book, Daniel backed up away from me and disappeared in my room.The apparition event all happened in about 5 to 10 seconds.

I have read that more advanced souls see their spirit guides and other people's guides ALL THE TIME. I'm not at that point yet.

My April 1998 Partition Table

2011-04-18T03:35:00.005-05:00

On the leading edge, back in the day, triple booting 3 OSes on one PC!

Linux Installation from April 1998
hda1 Extended container
hda2 Linux / (root) – LILO goes here!!!
hda3 Windows95 (16-bit FAT)
hda4 OS/2 Boot Manager
hda5 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 system files)
hda6 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda7 Linux /usr (apps.)
hda8 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda9 Linux Swap (16096)

I was a Spirit Guide to a 'Christopher'

2011-04-16T02:39:00.010-05:00

Friday, April 15 2011 was my last day at work at Agriculture & Agri-Food, and I was feeling a bit like there was not closure in the sense that I feel like mainly the workplace bully supervisors who mistreated me during my years there have not yet had karma come back to them.

I've been reading about 'workplace bullying' and it seems like a lot of what was going on was that at some point I became a 'target' of this phenomenon.

So I called on my spirit guides, whichever ones would speak and give advice on this.

Moonwalker gave two bits of advice.

You need to write a letter to yourself in a journal of all the things that were issues for you at work. This should take between 4 and 7 pages to write out.
You need to heal of all the 'things they did to you'.

Moonwalker left me and said that if I call her, she'd be back.

Then another spirit guide, Christopher, addressed me by my birth name James, said that he has not had much interaction with me in this lifetime, but said that when I was a baby in the late 1960s that he'd look down at me (when I was lying in the crib) and comment to the other spirit guides on how cute looking I was. Christopher also said that I was his spirit guide in one of his prior lifetimes.

He didn't say (yet) during what time period I was Christopher's guide. I will have to ask him.

Cool.

See also:

Wikipedia - Workplace Bullying
Workplace Bullying Institute

Main Star Systems Close to Sol

2011-03-27T09:30:00.002-05:00

Since the very recent announcement by NASA of 1200+ exoplanets beyond our solar system, I have been using the software program Stellarium (Windows, Linux, Mac) which displays a moving (Live) graphic of the stars and planets of the night sky.

Together with that is the learning of these different civilizations from the other stars that have had some type of influence on Earth history over the past several 100,000 years.

Now I can actually spot and name some of the closest or brightest stars in the night sky, where before they were just stars ... now I know some of their names....Oooohhh.

Generally in the West are...

Sirius ... the brightest star closest to us at 8.6 light years

Above and a bit to the south of Sirius is Regulus, which is 77.49 light years away. The name of the star/sun is like something out of Star Trek:TNG.

To the north of Sirius and horizontal to it is Rigel.

Above Sirius is Procyon (11.4 ly), to the north/right is a huge star/sun called Pollux (33.71 ly).

Red dwarf star Betelgeuse is 427.47 light years and to the north/right of it is Aldeberan at 65.11 light years.

North/right of it is slightly fainter, but very important to Earth history...the group of 7 stars/suns called the Pleiades - including individual stars with names like Alcyone, Merope, Maia, and Taygeta.

Above and further north of the Pleiades is Capella at 42.20 light years. No one really talks about Capella for some reason.

"Waited 100 Years to Sleep in a Bed"

2011-03-27T07:45:00.008-05:00

One of my sisters, relayed something my other sister's daughter (my niece) said this past week.

My sister and husband bought her a twin sized bed to replace the toddler size one she had been using for the past year or so...

She said to her Mom (my sister)...

"I've waited 100 years to sleep in a bed"...

This could be interpreted two ways:

Figuratively/exaggeratingly - that Reagan has wanted a bigger bed and didn't want the toddler one
Literally - She is recalling a point near the end of her past life, which was approximately 100 years ago, around 1910, indicating that it has been a while since she has incarnated into a body.

The thing is that Reagan's mother is not mystical and spiritual and new age like my other sister and I are, so I doubt she is going to believe the second theory and will just think that Reagan is exaggerating.

If, however Reagan, as a soul, up until 2006, has not had a human body since 1910/11 then that means she and I share something together... Both of us did not have bodies in the first half of the 20th century and totally missed the first and second World Wars.

So if you do the math, 2006 - 1911 you get 95/96 years of Heaven time...That's very similar to my past life recall but its based on the possibility of not having had a very short life in Ukraine between 1882 thru 1892 and instead just having the 90 years from the time I drowned in western England in 1875 and reincarnating in Winnipeg, Canada in 1966 ... that's 91 years of Heaven time for me.

But everyone's different...some kids born in 2003 have recall of being in the burning World Trade Centre towers on 9/11...They had come back not 2 years later, while there may be others who were so traumatized by the events that they would wish to wait it out for several decades or longer or perhaps incarnating in a totally different planet or star system (Sirius, the Pleiades, etc...)

Now, interpreting that as a past life recall, I wonder whether Reagan, in her past life was ill and was hospitalized and whether she includes any bed like one in a hospital, or does she just include her own bed at her own home back in the beginning of the 20th century?

It also says something about Reagan at the soul level if this is indeed a past life recall...that she really loved sleeping in her old bed in her past life..it could have been really comfortable to her that she loved spending time sitting in it.

Perhaps this is why I got the impression that Reagan really didn't enjoy her babyhood (unlike me who just loved mine), and that she just wanted to fast forward that portion of her life and just get on with being an kid or adult already... Oh, by the way...she's also a Leo, which tends to have a bossy nature.

Again, I'm not that close to her mother in this life, and she is not at all into belief in Reincarnation, but I wonder what else Reagan has said to reveal who she was in that past life and possibly other past lives?

TCP Dup. ACK & Google SafeBrowsing

2011-03-23T00:52:00.001-05:00

I'm about the switch careers in the next couple of years -- from data entry to (UNIX) System Administration.

I want to learn as much as I can in the next few months before deciding on courses and narrowing down which path to take for what I'd be best at.

In Linux there is a freeware Internet packet analysis tool Wireshark. It can print out at the packet level and give out highly technical details of what is coming in and going out of your Internet connection.

I was fiddling with the knobs so to speak and one of the packets has a certain MIME type of "application/vnd.google.safebrowsing-chunk", much like you might see a MIME type for HTML, or another one for displaying MPEG4 video or a PDF document, each MIME type has a different descriptor.

What is this particular one, and someone wrote that it has something to do with Firefox browser and connecting to another site.

http://ubuntuforums.org/showthread.php?t=1041601

I'm also seeing 'TCP Dup(licate) ACK' packets in the data stream.

So what exactly is happening, and if I tweak some of these settings in Firefox and my network, will it make my connection faster and truly more secure? I'm comfortable with some trial and error testing of this, but also have to see what others are experiencing and whether this really does need fixing or turning OFF.

Here is some of the 37 seconds of datastream captured...

GET /safebrowsing/rd/ChNnb29nLW1hbHdhcmUtc2hhdmFyEAAYgYQCIMCGAjItAYIAAP______________________________3_________7__-________8A HTTP/1.1
Host: safebrowsing-cache.google.com
User-Agent: Mozilla/5.0 (X11; U; Linux i686; en-US; rv:1.9.2.15) Gecko/20110303 Firefox/3.6.15
Accept: text/html,application/xhtml+xml,application/xml;q=0.9,*/*;q=0.8
Accept-Language: en-us,en;q=0.5
Accept-Encoding: gzip,deflate
Accept-Charset: ISO-8859-1,utf-8;q=0.7,*;q=0.7
Keep-Alive: 115
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LINK: James the Zebra Game

2011-03-05T00:11:00.002-06:00

http://www.sugar-free-games.com/jamesthezebra.php

Now I've seen everything...

Healing Animal Past Lives Part 1

2011-03-05T00:08:00.005-06:00

I am in the middle of reading Jason Wentworth (aka Jason The Horse's) autobiography titled 'What If You Are a Horse in a Human Form?', available from Lulu.com.

He says that he has hooked up with the souls of two former horses that he knew in his current life and can communicate with them from the 'other side'. He did this by doing a chakra balancing type action - 'pulling in light' from the Universe/Holy Spirit, and also pulling in the energy of the ground (Earth) - focusing both at your belly button.

In the book, Jason says he wanted to find out how/why he got a back pain after falling off a horse in 1980 at the age of 14... Jason is 3 mos. younger than I.

So during my last meditation I did like he says, and my question:

Jim: Who was the young male Zebra who got fatally taken down by that Hyena 1,000 years ago that I witnessed in a past life memory?

Female spirit guide (Clarabelle or Moonwalker): That Zebra doesn't like you (want you) messing with their head.

Translation...Since that time 1000 years ago the Zebra has fully forgiven the Hyena and it is not wise for me to try and re-open old wounds in time if it didn't directly affect me.

OK, no problem.

See the original post:
http://jamesandrewjaworski.blogspot.com/2010/07/zebra-vision.html

Dreams Of School

2011-02-21T21:13:00.001-06:00

Someone on the David Icke Forum posted a dream story about being at school. It was very similar to mine I used to have repeatedly in the mid- late-1980s...

One reacurring element is I always have a locker and usually forget where it is or I can't get in to it. I have no idea what it means but I think such dreams are quite common because there is some part of us that wants to fulfill something we missed.

Yes, yes, yes.

When I was in my late teens/early 20s (1985-1988) I took a course at a faraway suburban school (I lived close to the edge of our central city) that taught Apple Mac (new at the time) and linear video editing.

Before that time I attended grades 10-12 (1981-1985) at a much closer high school.

A few times in those years I had a reoccurring dream just like yours.

The scene of the dream was at the first high school. And just like you my dream story had to do with being assigned a locker at the beginning of the school year, was issued a combo lock with a paper giving the numbers. The hallways are full of kids. Then somehow losing or not remembering the combo lock numbers and having to go back (the hassle) to the student office to tell them I forgot the combo. The woman at the student office gave me a strange look like there was something wrong with me.

Once there was a variant of that where there were other kids in the lineup ahead of me, waiting to talk with the student office.

Another similar story line goes like this...

Previous months had signed up for some high school classes, and on the day that I'm supposed to start the first class on whatever subject, I lost/misplaced the paper where (room #) I'm supposed to go. I end up just walking around, almost in a daze (lucid dream state) trying to find this damn room.

WTF?

Yeah, these kinds of dreams must have some kind of meaning... LOL

This never happened in real life however. Life was much easier back then with less to remember in daily life.

Blood Sugar Meter shows LO First Time

2011-02-16T21:14:00.000-06:00

Yesterday before I visited my ND doctor, I quickly measured my blood sugar.

Usually don't measure every day, but only when I sense I feel different (better or worse). Why give the pharma cos. more $?

That day (Tuesday Feb 15 2011) around 16.15 p.m. (22:15 GMT) it says LO, which on my meter means equal to or less than 3.3 mmol/l.

Today it is in my slightly higher range.

I have been on Armour thyroid hormone and have been religously taking the Metformin and the Glyburide pharma pills for a while now.

What could have caused the LO reading? The very same day we experienced an X2 level Solar Flare. One of two things happened.

1) The solar radiation was affecting the blood sugar meter reading.

2) The solar radiation was positively affecting (lowering) my blood sugar itself in a natural way.

I tested again a couple of minutes later, same result.

In the 5 years I've been testing my blood sugar levels, I have had times where it's read HI (34 or above), but never has it ever read LO (3.3 or lower). I did not feel week or anything, in fact the morning of... I felt quite energized, not like I could run a marathon, but I felt like myself, not tired.

??

Pet Wisdom from Daniel

2011-01-31T19:59:00.003-06:00

"If you respect your pets, they will be loyal to you" -- Daniel, my main spirit guide.

Yahweh was an Extraterrestrial Astronaut

2011-01-22T00:52:00.009-06:00

This evening I took some time to read the Bible, just like some of my family (Dad's side) is always telling me to do... Ahem....

I was looking about the Nephilim on the David Icke website and had the motivation to read Ezekiel...Ezekiel was this Israeli 'prophet' who lived during the 'Old Testament' days.

The story goes that he was visited by Yahweh in a lightship, and that Yahweh (the war god of Israel) had told Ezekiel to write certain things down and communicate them to the Israelites, namely the message "kill kill kill"...

So the first Chapter of Ezekiel describes the lightship and what the beings on the lightship wore...Basically it resembles a modern day orange coloured spaceflight suit issued to NASA astronauts.

I will quote from Ezekiel Chapter 1:27.

27 And I saw as the color of amber, as the appearance of fire round about within it, from the appearance of his loins even upward, and from the appearance of his loins even downward, I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and it had brightness round about.

Does this describe the image like at the top of this post? Is there then no coincidence that the colour NASA picked for their spacesuit was also orange?

And who was it that Ezekiel met with? Sounds very much like Yahweh, the god of war and destruction...The "jealous" god. Here's a snippet from Ezekiel 5:2...

2 You shall burn with fire a third part in the middle of the city, when the days of the siege are fulfilled: and you shall take a third part, and smite about it with a knife: and a third part you shall scatter in the wind; and I will draw out a sword after them.

3 You shall also take thereof a few in number, and bind them in your skirts.
4 Then take of them again, and cast them into the middle of the fire, and burn them in the fire; for thereof shall a fire come forth into all the house of Israel.
5 Thus said the Lord GOD; This is Jerusalem: I have set it in the middle of the nations and countries that are round about her.
6 And she has changed my judgments into wickedness more than the nations, and my statutes more than the countries that are round about her: for they have refused my judgments and my statutes, they have not walked in them.
7 Therefore thus said the Lord GOD; Because you multiplied more than the nations that are round about you, and have not walked in my statutes, neither have kept my judgments, neither have done according to the judgments of the nations that are round about you;
8 Therefore thus said the Lord GOD; Behold, I, even I, am against you, and will execute judgments in the middle of you in the sight of the nations.

This is not the essence of God the Father...the God of Jesus...nor is it Jesus' message of LOVE yourself and others. It reads like Yahweh's "smite the next village, smite the earth, smite everyone"..."kill kill kill".

That's why I don't read the Hebrew Bible. The OT is full of that message. Perhaps in a generation or two or so, the OT will be thrown ii the garbage heap of 'history' and the real history of this planet will be told, and none will be persecuted for learning and knowing the true story of planet Earth.

That's why the current tv series Ancient Aliens (on History Channel & History Television) is so important to watch, because it gives a clue to where we've come from.

See also:

a study in Cosmic Awareness - Yahweh the Extraterrestrial god
History Channel - Ancient Aliens

Introducing Moonwalker

2011-01-01T22:25:00.005-06:00

Yeah, I know...sounds like what Michael Jackson did, but this is the name, or nickname of one of my spirit guides. She's a she.

And when I said:

Jim: Why are you called Moonwalker?

Moonwalker: Because I like to see (look at) the Moon when I walk.

That means possibly that in her former human life that she is like me in a way ... someone who likes to stay up late at night.

More later...

4 Spirit Guides

2010-12-29T00:46:00.006-06:00

I have now counted 4 spirit guides that have been with me since my birth. Two are male and two are female. I do remember seeing 6 black circles (orbs) when I was 3 or 4 years old, so I don't know (yet) who the other 2 are. I have asked for the names of the female ones and got an answer tonight...

Daniel (male)
Pete (male)
Clarabelle (female)
Moonwalker (female)

My primary spirit guide through my life so far has been Daniel. I recognize his voice from age of 3 or 4 and again when I was 9 or 10 and again in the 1990s and again in mid-2000s, and seen a few times since March 5 2010.

The others, like Aern, Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and Stephen, are just Jinn/benevolent demons who I've met in since November 2009. But in a different class. I didn't have an agreement with them before I incarnated this time around.

Hair Analysis Test Results (October 19 2010)

2010-12-01T20:00:00.003-06:00

Latest results of Hair Analysis Test done in October 2010. The mercury levels are about 1/3 what they were in March, but the amount of Lead has doubled, and the amount of Aluminum went from 7.7 in March to 10 in October.

Toxic Elements (ug/g)

(A=Above Range B=Below Range)

Aluminum 10 -- A
Antimony 0.064 --B
Arsenic 0.029 -- B
Barium 0.49 -- B
Bismuth 0.008 -- B
Cadmium 0.22 -- A
Lead 2.0 -- A
Mercury 0.28 -- A

Rubidium 0.15 -- A
Selenium 0.96 -- A
Sulfur 47,100 -- A
Strontium 0.74 -- B

One, Two shadow 'businessmen'

2010-10-30T02:19:00.005-05:00

Thursday night October 28 2010 I said to myself, "gee, except for seeing Jinn kids, I have never seen more than one adult (shadow person) at one time".

I guess Pete heard my thoughts and later that evening I woke up from a micro-sleep and lo and behold I see not one but TWO shadow men, come in through the wall from the neibouring apt. suite. One in front of the other.

One of the them (can't recall which one) was carrying a black briefcase, they both had 1940s style hats and wore dark black suits, they were very serious looking as if they were on a mission or something.

They just floated (no legs) from south to northward direction in my bedroom and just disappeared. They were pretty oblivious to me and were not staring or anything, but were just passing thru.

Whole event lasted about 10 seconds. It happened very fast.

I believe it was Pete that got another -- Daniel? - besides himself to create this demonstration for me.

Thanks Pete.

I think that they really want to tell us about themselves, and they are more than eager to demonstrate if we ask them the right questions, like in early September I said to Pete "can you guys shapeshift?" And, that night or the next I got the response by Pete appearing inches from me after waking up from a nap, and then backing up towards the ceiling in my room and turning himself into a blue square with red and orangy dots - just like a Bank of Montreal credit card ... and lo and behold the very next day I crossed paths with a couple of students at Portage Place centre court who were signing up people for Bank of Montreal Mastercards.

Call Upon Jinn to Put a Stop to Chemtrails

2010-10-16T00:02:00.002-05:00

I have been aware of chemtrails since April 2009, and have done my best to psychically remove/disappear them using meditation.

Since July 2010 I have been aware that Shadow People are Jinn. Jinn are plasma-based beings who can fly through walls, move objects, become objects (shapeshift), and can see the future. They are Free Will beings just like us humans and when they die they will have life reviews in Heaven just like us.

I propose that Humanity call upon the Jinn to be proactive and help the Earth by stopping the chemtrail planes by deactivating the part that disperses the chemical from the tanks. That or stopping the chemtrail planes before they even take off by shorting out the spark plugs or things like that.

The Earth needs to have chemtrails stopped AT ONCE. It is in the interests of the good Jinn that chemtrails be stopped immediately because they harm humans, animals, plants, trees, our food source(s).

I call each and every one of you reading this to meditate and white light your space (your home) and call forth a good Jinn. When they do make their presence known you will hear them whisper in one of your ears like a human or see them as shadow person, or shapeshift into an object. They will tell you their first name. Jinn don't have last names. The ones I know go by names like Aern, Pete, Doreen, and Roger. Tell him or her that to help the Earth they can volunteer to stop the chemtrail planes from spewing out their junk and that this will make them have good points (karma) in Heaven.

With the help of the Jinns, the Earth can be rid of chemtrails and we will once again see and experience clear blue skies. No more will our bodies be filled with junk like aluminum, barium, mercury, and other s**t.

Meaning of new e-mail userid lil_zebra

2010-10-12T00:12:00.001-05:00

The story behind the e-mail alias is that since April/May 2009 I have been doing quiet meditation quite often. By June 2009 my psychic "3rd eye" had been reactivated.

At Cafe Asante in Lombard Concourse (under P&M) there is a photo of two zebras - one standing up, the other laying down. There are other African/Asian large animals on other photos in the restaurant. But the zebra photo seemed to have caught my attention more. Around mid-November 2009 I had begun to believe that all humans have had several animal past lives, and that it could be that I was a plains zebra 1000 to 1100 years ago just like in the photo.

My Mom was in the hospital and I had updated my supervisor about my Mom's condition... this was already December 2009. I said to myself "This lil' zebra is going to be fine," so hence the username.

Owl Talons & Equine-like walk

2010-10-10T13:18:00.014-05:00

During my most recent (October 9 2010) Reiki session, as the Reiki master was putting her hand on my neck area, I again had a connection to my owl self.

An aboriginal flute and drum music CD was playing in the background during the Reiki session. I was laying on my back.

In my mind's I started seeing the words RELAX, not in bright red lettering but slightly less intense. The lettering was on a greyish platform made of plasma.

Sometimes as the Reiki person walks into the room and walks to me, it feels like the table and I are spinning clockwise. This time the feeling was that just my astral legs were out of my body and were situated about 10 degrees to the left.

Later on...

For about 60 seconds I felt as if both my hands were turning into the talons (feet) of a Great Horned Owl. I felt it much more on my right hand than on my left. I could feel the right "talon" (bird's claw) and I could see in my mind's eye the sharpness and shiny black of the claws. I could "feel" as if I was sitting on a tree and that my claws were digging deep to the tree to hold on.

It felt so tactile, and I interpret it as just remembering how it felt to be that particular bird, such a long, long time ago.

Afterwards I told the Reiki lady about this and I also told her that I was wondering about who that 2 week old baby zebra was that I saw got fatally bit on the neck by a hyena. Who is that, and have I met them in my current human life as another human? My hunch (men have 'hunches' while women have 'intuition', LOL) tells me that it is one of my classmates from early elementary school, but I am not 100% sure.

So during that conversation she did say that the first time she saw me she noticed I had an equine-like walk - like a donkey or a horse. So yes, there is something to my Zebra personality. Told her that even before I got into New Age/ancient wisdom stuff, that back in the 1990s I would notice that I "walk like a horse".

My experience with Jinn/Genies

2010-09-27T00:01:00.009-05:00

My experience with a couple of Jinn (genies) that I have come in contact with since 1976 - the can shape-shift into anything they want - a 3' x 6' daguerreotype (photo), a blue coloured elephant teddy bear, a cribbage game piece, a spinning glass bottle of Coke, a shadow (hat) man, little kids. The two Jinn I know (Aern and Pete) are friendly and have NEVER harmed me in any way. They don't seem to have a surname like us humans do.

I used to be frightened of Aern when I was 10 years old because I was not informed (or I forgot from previous lifetimes) about them, but I have learned to not fear him.

When he became a spinning glass Coke bottle in July 2010 I believe he did that to tell me to watch my blood sugars as I was drinking 3 cans of pop in a day, but I haven't done that since then.

When Aern became a daguerreotype, he was trying to show me what his family looks like.

I am not sure what Pete (who is younger than Aern) was trying to do when he appeared as a cute blue elephant teddy bear in my bedroom on Palm Sunday 2010, but perhaps he wanted me to give one as a gift to my nephew, which I did.

My friend Wally and his brother, who are in their 60s, when they were growing up, saw a Jinn (appearing as a shadow person/hat man) in their washroom across from their bedroom. He would sit on their toilet. The washroom had no door and they wanted their Dad to install one. Because he didn't see the genie the two boys saw, the Dad couldn't understand why the request. They also had sleep paralysis for 5 years. No name for this Jinn.

Another friend of mine, B*, sees a shadow man, at his workplace during the night where he works. He hasn't found out the name of this Jinn.

A couple of weeks back I went downstairs at my Dad's home (Mom passed away Jan. 2010) to sleep on the sofa there, and while I did not see/hear Aern, I ack'd him by saying "Hi Aern". Five to 10 mins. later .... Boom, crash! All three of us (Dad, sister, and myself) heard it coming from the back of the laundry room. I had been trying to call Aern since Spring and this was his acknowledgment that he was present. I was just too tired to communicate that day.

See also:

Wikipedia - Djinn/Genie
IslamAwareness.com - The World of Jinn
Psychic-Experiences.com - Different Types of Shadow People
GhostlyTalk.com - Shadow People and 'hat man'

Thing That Goes Bump ... In the Daytime

2010-09-12T01:33:00.005-05:00

So I was visiting my Dad and sister Pat Saturday. We were watching tv for a bit, then I got tired and cold. Sister and dog were on one sofa, while Dad was on the other. It was around 4.30 / 5 p.m.

I headed for the basement, and said a hello to Aern (the Jinn) whom I did not see or hear from, and lay on the sofa and covered myself with a comforter.

A few minutes later, I hear this loud thud coming from the workbench, which is at the back of the laundry room south side of house, I'm on the north side. I fell asleep.

About an hour later I wake up and walk back upstairs. Sister asks me if I heard any loud bang, and said that Dad had heard it too and had gone downstairs (while I was sleeping) to check it out. Everything looked in place. Sister says it sounded like a bowling ball falling down. We have no bowling balls in the house, so it must have been something else.

I think that Aern (the Jinn) was trying to tell me he wanted to get my attention so he could communicate with me, but this time I was much too tired to talk with him.

As it gets darker and darker, earlier on in the day, I'm sure that I might see or feel his presence more and more in the next months until about February when it gets lighter outside.

Zebra Vision

2010-07-13T21:59:00.006-05:00

I can now confirm my Zebra past.

About a week ago I was meditating at home and I saw this moving image, not as large or as clear as the moving image of seeing Torres Del Paine, Chile, but different.

In this vision I saw some adult Zebras and Hyenas, and the image was moving forwards and sideways quickly. I guess to interpret this, our herd was being attacked by Hyenas during the night.

And here is an interesting thing. They say that some animals see all the colours, while others see only some. The vision was as if a red filter was applied. I read that Zebras have "night vision", so I guess this is it. Everything is a shade of red.

Unlike the memory clip of being a Great Horned Owl, my Zebra vision was monocular (view from a single eye at a time) - a much smaller field of view, as compared to an Owl's which sees binocular (widescreen, like human eyesight).

In the last few seconds of the vision, I saw a baby Zebra about 7 feet ahead and to the right of me, not more than a few days old, being taken down by a Hyena.

And so I know that using this vision, that I had reached Zebra adulthood, because the baby Zebra I saw was lower down from me.

Then the vision ended. Who was that baby Zebra?

And I have another question. I thought the Akashic Records (God's 'Book of Life'), where I am retrieving this past life info from, is supposed to store everything about what we have said and done, so why am I not hearing anything from the scenes, just the visual?

Shark Past Life in the Timor Sea (Northern Territory Australia)

2010-07-12T13:32:00.024-05:00

Recently, when I traveled to Grand Beach for the weekend where I stayed with my friend's friend, my friend and his kids at his cottage.

On the Saturday night, I meditated for a bit and another past life memory was presented to me.

I began to see, in B&W, tentacled fish, swim towards me, and then disappear. Every time one would swim towards me, it would disappear and then another one would appear and swim towards me. There were about a 10 in the span of a minute or minute and a half.

The next day, when I asked my friend's kids "What kind of animal eats Octopus?", the older one said "a Shark".

So later on, I accessed the Akashic Record's metadata (information about information) about this event, and I came up with:

What: Shark (not a bottle-nose type)
Where: off the coast of Northern Territory of Australia, in the Timor Sea
When: 0 A.D. (2000 years ago)

That's it. No other information. No info on how I died.

I do know now that my Shark self is the part of me that is the aggressive part.

A Shark is considered like the "Bear of the Sea".

I'm also wondering whether before we incarnate in Human form, that we must live animal lives in various forms and that at least one of them MUST be a predator animal ... Great Horned Owl, Shark, etc...

Years ago, way before I got into spiritualism, whenever I'd look at my orange tabby cat, Tiger, he'd kind of remind me of how a Shark looks. Now I believe that was also a Shark too in his prior animal past life. However I don't know what part of the world he lived or what time period.

In my experience, at the soul level, when I was in animal form and then my body died, I would spend between 300 and 400 years in the Heavenly realm, and then incarnate as another animal, so Tiger might have been a Shark back in the 1600s or 1700s A.D.

See also:

Wikipedia - Northern Territory, Australia
Wikipedia - Timor Sea

End of Great Horned Owl Life

2010-06-29T20:30:00.002-05:00

When I went for my first Reiki session on June 5, 2010 and the practicioner put her hands over my neck area, I immediately got this flashback vision.

The scene that I saw was at the edge of a forest - a treed area, and to the left was grassy.

There was an owl (me) sitting on a horizontal branch of this 200 year old tree. I estimated the time was about 1.30 p.m. in the afternoon. I believe I was sleeping at the time. Owls sleep during the day and are awake until part of the late evening and early morning hours.

Along comes this Mayan man. He is alone and is wearing a white or beige coloured tunic.

He draws his arrow towards the owl, and it strikes his neck and the owl falls from the tree within a few seconds.

Bye bye birdie.

The Reiki practitioner says that I do have a myofascial scar on my neck, so this could be DNA cell memory, going back eons - 1,400 years.

Nightmare - Winnipeg Natural Disaster Premonition?

2010-06-11T17:55:00.005-05:00

Early this morning, around 6 a.m. I had a nightmare story that is part possible and part weird/impossible.

The first part is a scene at the Forks Market Plaza area. The sky is overcast, the way it's been the past few days, and there are some people walking around the area, then there is a HUGE tornado-like wind, and all the people scurry as fast as they can inside the buildings nearby.
Remember that tornados can happen in urban areas, like the one in Edmonton in 1987.

The second part of the nightmare is that during this tornado-like storm in Winnipeg, the cars are sticking sort of crashing into one another back fender to front fender - and they cannot get unstuck -- two cars together, sort of melted like that. How is that possible?

Anyone else have a similar nightmare recently? Is it a premonition of something similar to come?

Trance State - Particles and Waves

2010-05-30T23:35:00.003-05:00

When I would enter trance state to see the ghost kids in the past few months, the moments before I 'd see particles like a star field come towards me inside the totally darkened bathroom.

But for the past few weeks, say since April, the star field has been replaced by a wave field.

What happened to change that? Is that another part of my consciousness, or another frequency?

Past Life Session 1 - June 2009

2010-05-23T22:59:00.009-05:00

These are just the notes that my past life therapist jotted down while under hypnosis on June 22, 2009. Since then I have not yet gone back, but I have had other past lives memories come back to me, as written in other recent blog posts here. I fully believe now that the area I lived in during the lifetime described below was in the western portion of England, which is hilly, and that around age 20 I had dreamt of becoming a steeplechase racer, competing at Cheltenham, or somewhere similar.

Age = 15 years old (1865)
- Outdoors
- Grass & Trees
- Standing
- Rolling hills, sparse trees
- Alone
- Male
- Sandals on feet
- Shorts
- Hair brown
- White skin
- Rural England (what Town Name?)
- Name = ?
Description of our house
- steep roof with red shingles
- outside Tudor style
- white with brown stucco
- inside – chandaleer in entrance
- 2 or 3 storey (quite large house)
girl with blue & white dress (age 7?) - Marie?
- walking right to left (friendlier than now)
- resembles one of my sisters
- man at top of stairs looking down
- looks like current Dad
- seems like he doesn't understand me
- tension between him and I
- Mom not there (maybe there, wearing dress)
- Mom in older kitchen, with wood burning stove
- Dad is the owner of the farm
- Had others working for him
- I did not help with farm
Cat (1870)
- Grey cat walking farm fence
- Cat is in a happy mood
- Short haired, age 5-10 years
- Cat stays outdoors
- family's cat
- Nice day, feeling happy & peaceful
I'm 20 years old (1870)
- Another man (not Dad) who is leading the horse
- Somebody who could help my Dad, who helped fix things around the farm
- Dad is outside
- I'm outside watching
- Man has work clothes, not professionally dressed
- Behaviour & health of horse
- Now I'm talking with the man
- He is a good conversationalist
- He sends me to get my Dad
- I'm walking with him (the horse behaviour man) & the horse
- I'm on the left of the horse, he's on the right
- He is a behavioural healer
  - being very gentle
- I have nothing else to do
Just live at home with family
25 years old – just a blank
Death experience (1875)
- See hills behind shore
- Going underwater
- Lake – like Lake Winnipeg, but in rural England
- A few people are watching from the shore (about 10)
- They see me going under water
- Fair distance out fromothe shore (about ¼ Km)
- Soul is separating from body & going to the light
Lessons learned
- To be kind (with a capital K)
- Grow spiritually – round stained glass window circle shaped with red & blue glass.
- Church – beige (not too big though)
- More duty
- Done Better – could have helped out more – had it too easy
- Greatest fulfillment – none – just day to day – plain
- More sadness or hurt – wanting a bigger family – too much loneliness
- Help for current life – be more pro-active – initiating stuff – be more risk taking
- Past life person saying to current life person – Go For It!
- Present day to past life self – You did the best you could with the resources & surroundings you had (limited resources you had)
- Do now? - More people in my life
- This is a fuller life

During, and after this session, I had asked myself why I was getting this man to check out this particular horse. At first I didn't know whether I wanted to train it for horse jumping, or horse racing. But recently I re-discovered that there is a sport that combines BOTH...
I believe it was to see if it was worthy to be trained for steeplechase racing.

See also: 19th Century Past Life in Rural England - Cheltenham Steeplechase

Can you take it with you?

2010-05-13T20:59:00.004-05:00

My last couple of posts deal with the subject of ghosts, or, stuck souls, that wear clothing like striped shirts, hats, and carry around their blue elephant stuffed animals.

This brings up the question. Common wisdom says that when we die, we can't bring our belongings up to Heaven with us, nor can we bring our monetary wealth, whether it be dollar bills or gold, or real estate.

But my experience with the paranormal over the last 3 and a half decades proves that, at least for souls that refuse to or can't go to Heaven yet, that they don't move around naked. But technically, how does this happen? If a non-"flesh and blood" spirit has a human or animal shape that can be considered par for course, but what of the other "stuff" that he or she may cling onto - like a favourite shirt, or teddy bear such as Stephen's Aurora brand stuffed elephant? After all, it is not made of human DNA, it is just fake fur and plastic eyes, but surely it is somehow created from the other soul's memory, or is somehow, because the fur and plastic also comes from God's creation - plastic is made from oil, which once were dinosaur remains.

I just wonder whether some other researchers have delved deeper into this, whether they have neared any conclusion to what exactly comprises the spirit world and how they can create or manifest non-sentient objects.

Blue Stuffed Elephant Belongs to Stephen

2010-05-11T22:40:00.005-05:00

Tonight around 9.30 p.m. I entered trance state in my bathroom and saw Greg's two sons, Andrew and Stephen.

After a while of the boys sitting peacefully near me and sitting next to each other and things like that, I saw Stephen clutching the blue stuffed elephant that he showed me on Palm Sunday in mid-air in my bedroom. Stephen and his stuffed toy were not as brightly lit as on that Sunday, but I did catch a glimpse of it for about 2 seconds.

I have been asking since that day for them to show me who the elephant belongs to, and tonight I finally got my answer.

This also says something of my encounters with the pair. Unlike the "home movie" that Aern the shadow person has shown me that keeps replaying the same scenes of his son Joe monkeying around while undressing, before going to sleep, and then superimposed ontop of that the moving image memory of his wife as a bride on their wedding day where she walks from right to left, carrying a bouquet of flowers... the images of the boys are, I feel live, because they're different every time.

Spirit Contact Family Tree

2010-05-08T22:54:00.007-05:00

Since November 2009 I have been introduced to 5 souls that have not crossed over for various reasons.

The first one I was introduced to was Jolly Roger Boy Hepburn, a 14 year old that I've written about in previous blog posts.

I'm not sure how or when he met the other family, consisting of younger kids Andrew, Stephen, and their Dad Greg, but it could be that little Hepburn was looking for a father-like mentor and I guess the 4 of them just became friends.

Sometimes I have forgotten to specify "Boy" (or Jr.) when calling for Jolly Roger, and instead a couple of times I have had this other male, an adult, who also has the nickname of "Jolly Roger" show up at my apartment.

J.R. Boy told me last November in a recording on the computer that he had a youger brother named Bob, but no contact has ever been made with Bob, most likely because he chose to go into the light when he died some decades ago.

Andrew and Stephen are brothers. They have a Ying-Yang sense about them. One says something. The other says the opposite. For example, I recorded them fighting over a technicality of whether I was recording or taping them. It's really a recording to magnetic media, but recording is the proper term. One would say "Is he recording us?" "Is he taping us?" Then one of them correctly concluded "He's recording us." I have also had recordings (EVPs) where they notice the blue wavy lines on the Audacity program. They have been known to fight over the mic. too. Yesterday Andrew, the older boy says to his younger brother, "give me that or I'll hit y0u.' So even in the spirit realm, where souls have not gone on to Heaven yet, they still can have issues with other souls.

These ghosts do sleep, and in trance state I have seen them sometimes more active in the earlier part of the evening and more sleepy later on. When they were more active I saw them put their hands to their mouth like a bullhorn as if they were trying to shout to me, and also put their hand to their ear to try and hear me. As the daylight has been getting longer, I was contacting (clairvoyantly) later on the day. They will start to rub their eyes, and just look more tired at 9 or 10 or 11 p.m. than at 6 or 7 p.m. My friend has human kids near the same age, and they should be going to sleep around 8.30 p.m. so I'll try and keep contact to before that time.

When I first was introduced to Andrew and Stephen in mid-February 2010, I was lying on my mattress in the evening and I felt a small human body crawl beside me, his left leg on the mattress and the right one kneeling or on the carpet. Then he whispered close to my ear "Come see what I look like, come see what I look like". The experience was just soooooooooooo cuuuuute.

On Palm Sunday I was sleeping and awoke to the sight of a wooden block with 4 rows of peg holes floating in mid-air near my b'room closet. Then it fizzled out. Then it appeared again. This time at the food of my mattress over head about 5 to 6' high. And it stayed up for a good 15-20 seconds, then fizzled out.

Third thing I saw was a blue elephant, and of course I know that elephants AREN'T BLUE, so it must have been a stuffed animal. I'm guessing that the wooden game piece was a cribbage board, and the stuffed animal both belonged to Andrew? The stuffed animal jutted forward in mid-air once, stayed there, then disappeared.

Hair Analysis Test Results (March 29 2010)

2010-04-20T20:44:00.005-05:00

Today I received the results of the hair analysis done recently. There were 4 metals found that were a bit high.

Toxic Elements (ug/g)

(A=Above Range B=Below Range)

Aluminum 7.7 -- A
Antimony 0.053 -- A
Arsenic 0.054 -- B
Barium 0.43 -- B
Bismuth 0.004 -- B
Cadmium 0.044 -- B
Lead 1.1 -- A
Mercury 0.84 -- A

Rubidium -0.24 -- A
Selenium 1.3 -- A
Sulfur 53,200 -- A
Strontium 0.58 -- B

The N.P. doctor recommended a series of foot baths to take out some of this guck. However, upon further research, the foot detox bath is a SCAM. One does not need to put their foot in the tub to make the water turn a urine-like yellow.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0-Ogaa4jZA

I will call the N.D.'s office in the morning to CANCEL my foot detox appts.

Researching 19th Century Past LIfe in Rural England

2010-04-19T22:50:00.005-05:00

Last June I went for a past life regression (hypnosis) session, and in it found one of my past lives was living as an upper-middle-class farmer in rural England during the 1850-1870s period.

I don't remember our family's or my own first name from back then, so there is very little to go on.

All I saw in these visions were gently rolling hills, and a beach nearby and a desire to race or do horse jumping.

Doing more research this evening has lead me to possibly get closer to the locale where I lived during that time.

Typing in "hilly part of england farming" at Yahoo, lead to this page:

http://www.gpswebcam.com/England-Saunton-u1753.html

And searching Wikipedia for Cotswolds Hills found this page on the area:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotswolds

Cotswolds has a large horse racing track called Cheltenham, which has a race called the Gold Cup - combining both racing and jumping horses.

http://www.prestburypark.co.uk/

The horse race track was moved in 1831 (still before 1850 A.D.) to Prestbury Park.
http://www.prestburypark.co.uk/

Prestbury Park "The village is known as one of the most haunted in the country with various famous ghosts making regular appearances"

"Cheltenham Racecourse is widely regarded as the home of National Hunt racing and stages some world class jumps and steeplechase events."

Interesting to say the least. So Cheltenham held BOTH racing and jumping events in the 19th century too. I guess I was undecided which one to choose to go with at the time... Horse racing means riding quite fast, but there is also a beauty to jumping.

Hmmm...

I think I'm onto something here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcCuIVn6egM

Animal Past Life Recalled - Owl in Southern Chile

2010-04-09T18:45:00.019-05:00

Thursday I went to group meditation, and while our instructor was having us focus on balancing two of our chakras (solar plexus and the next upper one), I had this short past life recall.

I was flying through the air. Ahead of me was a mountain and it was dark coloured (because of the time of day). Directly below me and behind me was a grassland area. I sensed the time was early evening (like around 7.30 p.m.). The Sun was behind us, meaning we were flying eastward.

To my left was a beige coloured owl. He was looking forward, and then moved his head to he right to look at me. Then he turned his head again to look forward. When he looked at me it was as if to say "There, we've reached the mountains". Did I somehow get lost over the Pacific Ocean, and this other owl helped me get back to land?

Afterwords I "asked the universe" (the Book of Life, or Akashic Record) when this happened. I got the number 1400. Similar to when I recalled being a Zebra in Tanzania Africa 1,000 years ago, I just subtracted 1400 from 2000 A.D., leaving the time period of 600 A.D.

I also sensed this was somewhere in South America around the Andes Mountains. I sensed that these mountains were large, and it is true that the Andes are the second highest and longest in the world.

So, in database format

Animal: Owl (could be Great Horned Owl)
Time Period: ~600 A.D.
Continent: South America
Region: Andes Mountains

So I can now trace my soul, going back 1400 years. My friend thinks it - flying with an owl - just a loose metaphor meaning something else.

I sensed that this other owl was a male and that he was a bit older than myself. Could it be the soul of my buddy Wally? Could I have known him from back then? He does like South America, Machu Piccho, Brazil, in this life and has traveled to those areas.

See also:

Wikipedia - Patagonia Region
Wikipedia - Great Horned Owl
Wikipedia - Torres del Paine

Government Harrassment after blog post - My 2009 Year in Review

2010-03-06T18:00:00.008-06:00

Last Wednesday, March 3rd, 2010 at 6 p.m. I received a call from a woman from the WRHA "Crises Line" asking for me. The caller ID box on my phone said "Anonymous" and "No Number".

I did not get her name as I was preparing myself to leave for the evening.

She told me that an un-named person had some concerns about the blog post I published February 28, 2010 relating to paranormal experiences I had during November and December of 2009.

She kept asking me "are you OK Jim?" I told her that the spirit world is not the concern of government, and that I do not wish to speak with her any further.

The next day, Thursday, again between 5 and 6 p.m. I received a total of 4 calls, with the same "Anonymous" on my caller ID, and the person calling did not leave a message.

I went out with my buddy Thursday night, and a couple of hours after I returned, I got 4 individuals at my door - two from the WRHA "Mobile Crises Unit" and two Winnipeg Police officers (although I did not check whether they really were Winnipeg cops - I did not look for badge numbers, nor ask for them).

The two WRHA individuals are "Bob" (looks like Winnipeg PC User Group OS/2 Warp guy without the beard) and "Terry" (looks a bit like Willie Nelson). It's interesting these two. I swear that I have crossed paths with them before. Not in a way that they have visited me before, but like I've seen them somewhere else, like at a Career Symposium or maybe they were checking on a person in another suite in my block. Or I've maybe just seen them at Starbucks or something like that. They just look so familiar from sometime in the past 5 years.

My first mistake was to let them in. They didn't have an Search Warrant or any "papers" like that, so I really shouldn't have let them in. What I should have done, and what would have changed my situation pretty quick was to have phoned my friend and he would have told me to "tell them to leave".

I told them about the ghost experiences I have had. And I think what they were trying to determine was whether I was scizophrenic or not. They asked me whether I was angry enough to hurt someone. Of course I'm not. My mother just passed away two months ago! After that they left.

Later on I sensed that "Bob" was a participant in 1942 during the Nazi "death camps" in Germany. He wasn't top in the leadership but was responsible for hurting a lot of good people. I guess God must have forgiven Bob and let him return to human form, only to land a governement job later on and that "Terry"'s "animal totem" was a husky wolf in a past life. I sensed that because I started talking about my cat Tiger and I sensed that he doesn't like cats. Then I told Terry that he was an "outdoorsman". But really, in a past life, at one time Terry's soul was that of a husky dog/wolf up in northern Canada.

On Friday afternoon I called the WRHA "Crises" line and asked to speak with their manager, Elliot. He was not in at the moment. I asked him to CLOSE my file immediately, and I also asked the man who answered what Bob and Terry's job title was. He said they were "Clinicians" and so was he.

I called Elliot's number and just got his voicemail. The man who answered on Friday would not give me Bill's or Terry's voicemail number, and my friend told me that I should have gotten one or both their individual business cards.

WRHA
4th Fl - 333 Maryland Ave.
Winnipeg MB
Tel. 940.xxxx

What a FUCKIN' TOTALITARIAN GOVERNMENT WE HAVE!

You see, I'm psychic. I've had these abilities since I was at least 2 or years old. Everyone has 'em. It's just that our parents, for whatever reason tell us that if we hear stuff in our head or see things like ghosts that they are "just our imagination" and then say "go back to sleep". Well I know that ghosts (stuck spirits) are real because highly respected individuals like Edgar Cayce and Michael Newton, Sylvia Browne. Why can't a "Joe Schmo" like myself also communicate with the spirit world? I know! It's because when people like myself learn the truth about how our world works ,the government is always itching for someone to pick on when they are "awake" and label them as being "abnormal" or a "problem".

I have grown spiritually in the past 12 months, because of my first cat passing away, after the situation with my job, after discovering "chemtrail" weather modification, and after discovering Alex Jones and David Icke and what they are saying about what the TRUTH really is.

It is not for humankind to be in the dark/blinded by things and to just sit and watch television all day or listen to stupid top 40 music, but to re-discover WHO WE REALLY ARE at the SOUL LEVEL, and to discover who really runs things - like the Illuminati families of the Rothchilds and the Rockefellers who own most of the financial and business systems we have. They run (finance) the Churches, the Government, the Military, most large Corporations, etc...

WAKE UP PEOPLE!

See Also

Job Qualifications for WRHA Mobile Crises Team

David Icke.com and Forum
Youtube - David Icke 2008 Brixton Talk

Alex Jones' Infowars.com

Youtube - How to Stop the New World Order

2009: A Year in Review

2010-02-28T22:08:00.006-06:00

What an interesting year 2009 was for myself and for others that I know. I've been wanting to do this for a while, but I needed things to quiet down before I could, being a Highly Sensitive Person and that.

I'll just recap my own experiences here in this post.

January

On hiatus from my job.

Continued to listen to Alex Jones at infowars.com

Help my best friend put up posters at the University of Winnipeg.

February

Smiles the Cat jumps off of the the fridge for the last time and was n't the same since. Took him to the Vet and they say he had "abdominal cancer", and has not long to live.

March

March 2 - Smiles the Cat dies on his 18th birthday.

mid-March - David Icke is a guest on Alex Jones' radio show. I become a fan of David Icke's teachings.

mid-March - Received two cheques from work. One was a retroactive cheque because of new contract. The other was because of some $ the gov't had, that they wanted to give us extra. That, and a good sum from my Tax Refund, plus my property manager discovered that I was paying $25 too much rent every month. I didn't have to pay Rent until September. So while being off work for 7 months, I never had to go on EI because of mine and other's prayers!

April

Attended Holy Week services at St. Ignatius Church, for the first time since the early 1970s.

Shortly after the curtain rod in my apt. was replaced with a working one, I discovered what a "chemtrail" was.

Wrote a LTE to the Winnipeg Sun re: Chemtrails in Winnipeg. Received a LTE response from a military man, debunking my claim.

Earth Day (April 22) - found the "chemtrail poster" on the Internet and started to distribute them and started to talk to people on the street corners nearby.

mid-late April - Discover that I can dissolve chemtrail clouds using only my mind. All I do is to "see" the blue sky behind the grey covered up overcast sky, and depending on how mucked up the sky is, I can dissolve a chemtrail or even a natural cloud between 2 minutes or open up some sky in about 30 minutes of meditation.

May

May 8 - Fr. Brian Massie, a priest a St. Ignatius Church, passes away from lung cancer. About a week after he died I am playing with Tiger the Cat a bit roughly. I hear Fr. Massie tell me in a stern voice "Jim! If you keep treating your cat(s) like that, you won't get to Heaven"

May 14 - Got my 3rd (4th in this life) cat. This one was from the Humane Society, and I named him after another one from there, Herbert. Later renamed him Herbie which is more casual sounding. So now there is Tiger and Herbie. I got them used to each other in 4 days by combing and brushing each others fur with the same equipment. Works every time.

May 15 - Started taking Bentonite & Psyllium for detoxification/clearing of any heavy metal toxins in my body from the Barrium in chemtrail scatter to aluminum from many years drinking soda from. Also started taking Oil of Oregano to clear out sinuses from chemtrail scatter.

May - Taking 5,000 IU's of Vitamin D, purchased from Organza, rather than Shopper's Drug Mart.

May 18 (Victoria Day) - Weird clouds and gusty winds made it a perfect day to tell people about chemtrails at my street corner. About 50% took the chemtrail poster, while others just don't want to talk/hear about it. They're the ones not woken up yet. And the other half had just discovered chemtrails themselves or had just talked about it while walking down the street.

June

First week of June - Bought a new camcorder, and on sale too. This one is miniDV, and now I can edit using Linux's Kino program. Of course I have access to much more sophisticated programs than this, like Cinelerra, but so is the learning curve.

June 8 - while talking about David Icke stuff with my sister Pat, she mentions "past lives", and I am never the same again. The next day I go to McNally's and see the book "Angel Kids". And see on Youtube about James Leininger/James Houston reincarnated.

mid-June - I was at my computer, and turned around to look at the bath room. There I saw the back half of Smiles the Cat zip into the bath room. I couldn't see his head or anything. Just the back half of his spirit body. And to prove it wasn't my *new* cat Herbie, Smiles zoomed through near the top of the bath room doorway, not the floor. I also sensed (but couldn't see) another presence helping him/watching him. This must be Smiles' spirit guide watching his training.

mid-June - Watched Indigo Children video with Mom. She said that one of the Pope's said more than 50-60 years ago that there would be a group of souls who'd come to Earth to help change it. But she was steadfastly against belief in reincarnation. Didn't even want me to bring up the subject.

June 22 - Go for first past life regression session - Re-discover that one of my past lives was in rural England between 1850 and 1875. We lived on a farm and when I was a young adult of 20 I asked my Dad for some money for a horse behaviour therapist. He reluctantly gave me some for this. However, when I was 25 I saw myself drowned in some small lake while about 10 people including the soul that is my current Mom helplessly watch.

June 23 - Received my first small orgonite crystal through the mail. I really want a "chembuster" though...which cost $200. I know I can make chemtrails disappear with my mind, but the thicker ones need extra help.

July

I can't recall anything spectacular happening to me in July.

August

August 10 - Hiatus from work is over. I'm baaaaack!

mid-August - Started reading David Icke's forum.

September

early-mid September - I got a seat by the photo of the two Zebras at Cafe Asante close to my work. I always thought there was this connection to Zebras. Then a few weeks later there was a new woman working close to my cubicle at work. Every time I see her or hear her I envision she is like a Giraffe. And so I check this stuff out. What is this about humans and animals? There is what is called Animal Totems -- certain qualities in animals are also present in humans. But there must even be more to this. When you add in Reincarnation, we must have all have descended from animals (not just Apes) but various mammals, fish, etc...

I started to think (ask the Akashic Records) what animal people I knew were.... I was a Zebra in Tanzania Africa 900-1,000 A.D. This other woman was a Giraffe (she is a purchasing person at the office). One of my Supervisors, whom I believe I lived and worked with in the 1400s A.D. was a Squirrel. There was another Squirrel who worked across from me who functioned as a sort of Secretary. My friends at work -- D.B. was a dolphin, while his wife was a Gorilla. K. E. was an Ostrich, while my other friend M.S. was a Rhinocerous.

September - Smiles the Cat's spirit made itself appear for the second time. This time, as I was stepping out of the bath tub on a work day, I could see Smiles from the back side, zip past my shoulder, and as he did, he put his right spirit foot down on me. And he disappeared into the closet space directly in front of the bathroom door.

First week of Sept. - Go to my first group meditation at the Dharma Centre.

First week of Sept. - First time *ever* that I've been to the beach in September, thanks to the stupid chemtrail weather manipulation program. Dissolved a patch of chemtrail at Bird's Hill Park Beach. Showed my Mom, who I'm not sure believed me at the time I was doing it.

Second week of Sept. - Finally starting to feel the positive outcome effects of the Oil of Oregano and Bentonite. My sinuses are all cleared up, so much so that my lungs have more air capacity than the singers at Discernment (St. Ignatius Church 9 p.m. folk group). I had also been drinking cranberry juice and eating canned tuna without mixing in icky mayo into it. I felt like I was 23 again, rather than my age! But my blood sugar was not reflecting this at all. It was "deathly high".

Sept. - Arguing with Mom about fears of mass H1N1 vaccination program. I am afraid they're going to force us to take the vaccination, and Mom was not scared saying she will not take it either. She was watching CNN all day though, and that's not good for your Soul.

October

early October - Bought Mom (and Pat) Bentonite and Psyllium to try. They both refused to take it. I told them it would heal them and that it has helped me. Nope. Didn't want it.

October 16 - Try herbal remedy Milk Thistle which increases bile flow and is therefore good if you have gallbladder/gallstone pain. However, I am allergic to this and my tongue enlarged. I can take Lecithin which I used to take in Grade 4.

mid-late October - Mom's appetite was not as it should have been. She could only down Boost drinks and nothing else. Tests were done that indicated there might be a growth/tumour there but the Doctors don't really act fast enough. And this, despite the 40+ health, herbal healing, and wellness books my Dad has bought just over the past 10 years. Mom didn't really take in the info.

November

November 1 - Re-discover that there another soul presence at my parent's home - Aern, a 50-year-old man who died in the 1800s and has been living as a "shadow man" ever since. My cat Tiger called his name while Pat, Scully the Parrot, and myself were taking an intermission from watching The Land Before Time movie.

November 2 - Recorded Aern on an EVP on computer saying "How does this thing work?....They're gone." While putting my laptop back in its bag I saw a greyish blob go in with it but I had chalked it up to the shadow of my hand.

November 4 - Woke up at 12:38 a.m. to the feeling of being literally pushed out of bed, and slammed into the cheap plastic table I use for keys, coins, and rent receipts. Ran to my suite door to escape, and saw 2 demons and 1 red energy bar (like a straightened out heating element from a stove except bigger). The demon in front was physically trying to prevent me from opening the chain lock. There was another demon that I sensed hiding near my tv cabinet. I told them all to leave "in the name of Jesus" and they did. They don't like Jesus' name being called out.

November 5 - After telling my family what happened to me the previous night, they say that maybe I shouldn't go there because I was attracting ghosts.

November 8 - Parent's home was blessed by my Dad's brother. The last time he did this was in the Fall of 1975 a few months after moving in.

November ? - Somehow attracted the stuck spirit of an infamous American who died in 1994 into my apt. There is an incubus/secubus spirit that I know in downtown Winnipeg and I wanted something like that for myself. My mistake was in telepathically calling out for an incubus/secubus to have playful sex with me at home. First I asked if there were any in Winnipeg. No answer. Then I asked for someone in Canada. None. Then I said "I want an incubus/secubus from North America". Two or three minutes later while laying on my back I hear the words "turn over" and I can feel his private parts and body against mine. I could even hear him "gnawing" at my kidneys like he was an animal. Fortunately my kidneys were not harmed. I asked him who he was and he said his name. I told him I don't want his kind of sex, and told him to leave. But I also asked him "Why can't you go into the Light?" He said "The Light won't receive me". I accidentally attracted him a second time, and asked him why he came, in which he said "because you keep calling me". The spirit and I came up with an agreement that if he heard me calling (even thinking) of him that he would ignore me. Hasn't come back since.

This is when my spirit guide Daniel went out to find a good ghost for me. I didn't want spirits like him near me.

November 12 - My spirit guide Daniel found a ghost friend for me, after a whole day of searching. He introduced me to "Jolly Roger" Hepburn, a 14-year-old boy spirit who lived from 1893 to February 22 1907 and died drowning in the Red River icy waters. "J. R." as I called him, wanted "a proper burial for my pieces of bones", that is why he hasn't gone up to Heaven in almost 103 years.

Agreement between "Jolly Roger Boy" and myself that he can come and visit me every Tuesday and Friday after work and to the early next day. He starts to sleep over. Did you know that spirits do sleep just like us? Of course they do, they were once human too.

I saw "J. R.'s orb go in and out of my living room window. At first I didn't know what this greyish/sepia coloured orb light was, so I asked it. He said "It's Jolly Roger boy!" in a friendly voice. He would enter the room and then his orb light would travel towards the washroom, or to my lap or just behind me.

Why does he appear as an orb in the living room and yet I could see his spirit human body in my bathtub? It's because it takes much less energy to go through a window or a wall or to travel in cold weather than it does if you're a larger massed form like a mist or a shadow person.

I sense that he is so kind, gentle, serene, and not agitated or anything like that that you might think a ghost spirit to be. He just wants his bones buried, and then he'll go up to the Light.

By the way, "Jolly Roger" is just his nickname. It is the symbol of the skull and bones. I guess he uses this as his nickname because of his personal "cause". I don't know his real name, but he told me he had a younger brother named Bob.

November 19/22 - Mom is admitted to the General Hospital of HSC after she is so weak that she can no longer eat or sit up for long periods of time. She thinks it is just a gallbladder that needs to be taken out, but it is far more worse than that...

November 19/22 - My sister (Marie) and her husband (Bob) were both Pidgeons in previous lives, maybe that's how they first met. It's interesting to note that on the day that my sister's husband came over to check on my Mom - the day they took her to the Hospital, I accessed the Akashic Records and it revealed that both of them were Pidgeons. I printed out an Animal Totem - Pidgeon and put it on the front table in the living room. Interesting that when my sister's husband saw the printout...and that was within the first minute or two of him coming in...he turned the paper OVER! I don't think he wanted me to know his soul was once a messenger bird. It just reiterates the truth.

late-November - Took some time off from work to visit my Mom in the Hospital. I'd ride the 29 Sherbrook bus there, because taking the 62/66, then the 33, then the 12 would take 1 hour. The 29 would get me there about 17-20 minutes. I'd go into Starbucks and saw they sell their Hot Chocolate mix for sale. It's got this coool container with 19th century text on it.

December

First week of December - I was sleeping supine (on my back) when I opened my eyes I could smell something/someone was trying to smother me with a stinky pillow from the HSC. Of course there was no one at my apt. It was a malevolent spirit from the HSC doing it. Normally I sleep on my side, so this thing was not normal. Damn these HSC spirits! I have to learn how to "protect" my spirit side that I have to have a glowing "shield" surrounding me so these kinds of spirits that I don't want to follow me home from the Hospital or wherever.

Second week of December - "Jolly Roger" Hepburn boy says to me (telepathically) "It's cold in your apartment". There was nothing much I could do to make it warmer. Winnipeg was exppriencing a cold snap with daytime temperatures in the -25 Celcius range. I would put the thermometer up and the temp. in the living room never got higher than +21 C.

~December 15 - Smiles the Cat's spirit 3rd visit - As I was again sitting at my computer, I turned around towards the bath room. I could see Smiles standing flush against the left side of the door way. Tiger was standing right next to him. They both just stood there for about 2 minutes. Then as soon as Tiger started to move, they moved in unison, then Smiles just vanished to the mid-point of the hallway.

December 22 - Got into a heated argument with my Aunt's friend over paranormal/psychic/reincarnation stuff, and left in a "huff". When I went to have a nap, and then woke up I saw about 10 greyish/black "blobs" in mid air in front of me. I sensed that they were former human souls who died at the HSC Hospital. Lay down again for a further nap. About 15 minutes later I heard one of the other suite doors slam, and a young woman say "What the hell was THAT?" Her boyfriend says "I don't know". The "ghosties" must have used their senses to find another psychic to scare.

December 31 - Have an individual time visiting my Mom at the Hosp. She is sleeping with her eyes half open and is talking to someone saying "No" several times, then she says "I am" Then says "I love you Mom and Dad". This is what people do a day or two before they die. One or more people (or pets) visit them in the light and invite them to the light of Heaven. It was nice that I saw my Mom go through this experience. I didn't really see any light blobs or whatever though.

November-December - Saw 3 films that were set in the 19th Century, which just reinforced my interest in that time period that I had lived in Britain (1850-1875) and Ukraine (1882-1892) -- The Young Victoria, Sherlock Holmes, and ???. Also bought a copy of Patrick Stewart's A Christmas Carol which I played shortly after Christmas Day.

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January 1 - Mom goes into deep sleep never to awaken in her body again.

January 3 - The soul that was Rose Jaworski leaves her body for Heaven.

January 5 - Obituary published in the newspaper.

January 6 (Ukranian Christmas Eve) - Funeral Service at Cropo Funeral Chapel for Mom.

January 7 (Ukranian Christmas Day) - Mass of Family Burial at St. Jean Brebeuf for Mom.

"Jolly Roger" Hepburn 1893-1907

2010-02-06T01:03:00.010-06:00

About a week after my uncle blessed our family's home, I was thinking it might be kinda nice to have a ghost buddy that I could help, ala Ghost Whisperer.

My "spirit guide", Daniel, found someone, a 14-year old boy with a nickname of "Jolly Roger" which is the skull and crossbones pirate symbol. He was introduced to me on November 12, 2009. His surname is Hepburn.

I did some recording of him on my laptop, but his voice is very quiet. I used audio editing program Audacity to boost the sound and to get rid of as much background sounds as possible. It is very difficult to hear on the computer. It was much easier when he communicated telepathically and would say things like "It's cold in your apartment". This was in late November / early December when Winnipeg had a frigid spell and the heat couldn't keep up, despite turning up the thermometer, the temperature went no further than 21 Celcius. Yet another day when I saw an orb light enter my apt. suite through the window and I asked who it was he said "It's Jolly Roger boy".

I would be ready to go to sleep and turn over to the left part of the mattress when I'd hear J. R. say "you're sitting on my neck". "Oh sorry J. R. I can't see you."

Another night around 11.30 p.m. I saw his tiny orb exit my apartment through the living room window. The next day I asked him where he went and he replied "I just went out for a bit," which is fine for me because it would be impossible for me to be his parent. I cannot ask that he stay in after a certain time. I am just his friend, nothing more.

One recording he gave me details about the circumstances of his death, and he said that he wants "proper burial for my pieces of bones". " What happened to him was that on or near February 22, 1907 he had somehow fallen through the ice on one of the Winnipeg area rivers (I sense though that it was the Red River).

I asked him whether he had any brothers or sisters, and he told me he had a younger brother named Bob (Robert).

When I had some time, I had gone to the Library to view the Free Press microfilm from that date. I may have missed it, but all I could see similar was a Mr. Hawthorne of Winnipeg had frozen to death while in Calgary. The story appeared on the February 23, 1907 edition. He was a member of the Canadian army and was in his 20s. Not the guy I was looking for.

When I first saw "J. R." I had to make a space as dark as possible with little or no light. That room was my washroom. I had turned off all the lights in the living room and closed the curtains. Closed the washroom door and sat on the toilet seat cover.

First there was an orange orb light near the floor. That's a sign that a spirit is trying to make itself visible. Then blue & white lights form and move about. Within a couple of minutes I could "see" J. R. sitting on the edge of the bathtub, blueish-coloured, with his hands on his face and looking downward. Then he'd switch positions and sit in the bathtub and keep switching positions every couple of seconds, always only giving me a side view of him. He had Harry Potter-like eye glasses and fairly thick light-coloured hair with sideburns, but not covering his ears.

Why I have not really seen him face on is that it is known that ghosts don't have eye pupils, so their eyes are completely black and I guess that he didn't want me to see him that way.

When a spirit is visible, so much energy is used up in manifesting in that form that there isn't enough left to speak. It's an either or decision.

More recently I wanted to try photographing him, and read that if you keep using the flash on the camera that this will encourage the spirit to be visible. Well, that actually did something else. I don't think he wants to be photographed because when I pointed the camera into the washroom, I saw this wavy light near the bottom of the doorway move to my bedroom and I followed the light pressing the shutter button. One particular frame had a grey transparent vertical rectangle on the right side of the image. I believe J. R. was doing all he could to prevent a photo of him. What I think this means is that it doesn't matter whether people "see" him or not, but that he somehow gets closure and can then ascend to Heaven.

I don't know how else to help this kid. I am not willing to go swimming into the River. That I do know. I wish I could prove through some kind of written account that he went missing back then and his body was never found.

What makes finding more details about him difficult are two things. He has not given me his real first name (unless it really is Roger), and secondly the Free Press has taken away access to its electronic edition at the Library. That would make it really simple to just type in the name Hepburn into the search box and have it look in the 1907 Free Press text.

I also do not know how many others he has communicated with over the past 103 years, and whether those others ever got any further than I have in helping him.

At least then he would become a Winnipeg documented ghost.

Since then he has told me that he does no longer wish to stay with me because he doesn't like sitting near where the cat litterbox is, and my bed is not wide enough for him to sleep on.

J. R. is a much more friendly ghost than Aern ever was and I wish to continue to make his cause known.

Grade 1 Reading List

2010-01-28T12:29:00.007-06:00

Back in Grade One (1972-73) one of my favourite whole classroom assignments was to read 25 books within a certain time.

The list of primer books was written on a small file folder type paper, and at the top was a photo of each of us. There are also several coloured stars - one for each book read.

Unbeknownst and thankfully, my Mom kept this document, was rediscovered when we looked through her archive.

Some of the titles are very generic. The list doesn't include the author's name. I don't know if it would be easy to locate the exact book I read back then.

Here's the list:

Opening Books (by Mae Knight Clark, 1965, Macmillan Press)
A Magic Boy
Things You See (by Mae Knight Clark, 1965, Macmillan Press)
Worlds of Wonder (by W. E. Johns, 1962)
Bears on Wheels
One Fish, Two Fish Red Fish Blue Fish (Dr. Seuss, 1960)
The Crate Train (by Seymour Resnick, 1966)
The Sign Book (about street signs?)
Stop
The Foot Book (by Dr. Seuss, 1968)
Sam & the Firefly (by P.D. Eastman, 1958)
Stop that Ball (by Michael McClintlock, Marshall McClintlock)
That Cat in the Hat
My ABC Book
Meet Mr. Mugs (by Martha Kambeitz and Carol Roth, 1966)
My Little Green Story Book (by Odille Ousley, David H. Russell)
The Twins Tom & Don (by Gertrude Hildreth, Allie Lou Felton, Mabel J. Henderson, and Alice Meighen, 1940)
Hop on Pop (by Dr. Seuss)
Lands of Pleasure (by Mae Knight Clark, 1965, Macmillan Press)
Our New Friends (about a new pet cat or dog?)
Fun With Dick & Jane
Peter's Family
Old MacDonald Had a Farm
Go, Dog. Go! (by P. D. Eastman, 1961)
Green Eggs & Ham (by Dr. Seuss)

Rewrite of the Apostles Creed Needed

2009-11-22T23:45:00.004-06:00

Below is the Apostles Creed, as said shortly after the beginning of Mass:

I believe in God, the Father almighty, creator of heaven and earth.
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended into hell. On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and life everlasting.
Amen.

Now I feel that changing part of it to acknowledge and be thankful for the whole universe, not just Earth and Heaven... And at the end we say "and everlasting life". How about adding a David Icke-ian "and eternal consciousness". So if it were up to me to change the wording...

I believe in God, the Father almighty, creator of the Universe.
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended into hell. On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and eternal consciousness.
Amen.

See also:

It's ALWAYS right to give Him thanks and praise

Homemade French Lemonaide

2009-11-15T20:43:00.005-06:00

SOURCE: Wikipedia - Berlin 1931

I was looking at the Wikipedia page about the fruit drink Fruitopia, which lead me to the page about the history of the Soft Drink, which had a subsection about Lemonaide, and how it was a French drink dating back to the 1600s A.D. - they made it with lemon juice, water, and honey. Sounds a lot better than the Minute Maid stuff you buy nowadays. So I tried it and it tastes great. You don't need to put 1/2 pound sugar into a jug...Use some liquid honey instead.

The story about French lemonaide said that people would walk through town with a canister of the refreshment on their backs and cups - instant small business!

"Can I see my family NOW?"

2009-11-09T23:52:00.007-06:00

South River Heights part of Red River Colony?

I have a ghost story to tell you...

Thirty-three years ago (1976) I was just 10 years old and our family had just moved into a home in south River Heights a few months prior.

I remember going downstairs for some toy or book after school in the Fall, and back then we didn't have as many LED lights from gadgets like we have now. The basement was pretty much pitch black.

One day after school between 4.30 and 5 p.m. I walked downstairs and I could feel this "presence" of this older (approx. 50 years old) man. This happened several times. I was so freightened of him that I'd run to get my stuff and then run like Hell back upstairs, careful not to bump into the telepost.

One day this man showed me this lifesize Sepia-toned image of his family. I now know that this was just a still Dagerotype from the 1800s. The man was standing and to the right of him was his wife holding onto her husband's leg. To the right of them were their children - a girl and a boy.

I studied the image for a bit, before running upstairs to my room.

It was at that time that I was huffing and puffing and asked their names...

Me: OK, what are your names, starting with the father.

Father: Aern. (with a Brogue/Celtic/Gaelic accent)

Me: How do you spell that?

Father: A E R N

Me: What is your wife's name?

Father: Mary

Me: What is your son's name?

Father: Joe (in a humble tone)

At that moment I thought the names were being inserted by my own consciousness because Mary and Joseph were my grandparents name. So I never did get the name of the daughter. And I haven't gotten their Surname which would have made it easier to locate history records of them.

Over the years after 1976-77-78 etc.. I had gotten over the fear of going downstairs because I started to turn on the lights instead of just running from this "man".

In 1985 my heart changed and I was a kinder more loving person. One day I saw this "memory clip" that of this 7 year old boy who looked like he was just getting ready for bed. He had overalls on which he had just taken off. Under that he wore an orange, blue and silver striped shirt. It was Aern's son, Joe from the life-size Dagerotype! At the time I thought he was pointing at me but he was actually just one of Aern's memories. Joe was making monkey faces and was just being silly. I had seen this clip at least 4 times in the 1980s.

Then nothing. Until November 1, 2009.

I had taken my cat, Tiger, to my parent's home, and after watching part of a movie in the basement, my cat peered to the back of the basement doorway where the laundry room was. I heard Tiger say "Hello, hello, Aern?"

I gasped, and said to my cat "Hey, I remember that name from when I was younger!" Then Tiger says while returning from the back of the basement and lookking contented "gotta go, Aern". My cat looked like I was interrupting something between them and that they were friendly to one another.

So this past week was one in which everything that the ghost of Aern had just started to make sense. And he was such a good family man. I remember talking to him back in 1985... He would ask me telepathically ... "Can I see my family now?" repeating that for a few times. I told him at the time I wasn't sure whether he could go to Heaven or not because I wasn't sure whether he had done something to cause him to not go up.

This year has seen a monumental shift inside of me. I lost my first cat, Smiles, to abdominal cancer. I had him for 18 years. And other things at work and in the political happenings in the U.S. caused me to reflect on what it means to be "human" and where we go in the afterlife.

In June I became open to reincarnation and have been listening to David Icke and others on the topic.

So when I heard Aern's name called out by my cat last week it reminded me of all thatI had encountered of him since 1976.

My question is this... Was there a Red River Colony Settlement in what is now southwest River Heights? And if so, how do I find out more about this Aern guy and his family. I am sorry I couldn't find his last/surname. I don't know if he just doesn't remember it (head injury at death?) or I couldn't hear his ghost whisper voice clear enough.

Can you help me find more about the Red River Colony if there were families not just at the Rivers, but also beyond?

Names of my Guardian Angel & Spirit Guide

2009-11-07T01:29:00.003-06:00

I have asked the names of my Guardian Angel and Spirit Guide.

The name of my Guardian Angel is Rexufufus ('Rexy' for short), and the name of my Spirit Guide is Daniel.

The name Rexufufus is a unique name. You won't find it by doing a Google search.

Tiger the Cat speaks with Aern the Ghost/Spirit

2009-11-01T16:34:00.010-06:00

When I was a young boy of 9 or 10 -- when our family moved to their current home in south River Heights in 1975, whenever I went downstairs it was dark there. I always was so scared of being down there alone, and I would always rush back as fast as I could back upstairs.

I knew I saw some kind of dark coloured male spirit standing there watching me run from the basement and up the stairs.

And ever since I started to bring my 2nd cat, Tiger, to my parent's home, he never really liked being there much I thought. He would meow and meow and I always got the impression that he wanted to go back to my apt.

But today I guess because I've been opened again to ghosts because of my cat Smiles coming back twice in spirit form to my apartment (June & October 2009).

I brought Tiger over, and let him go downstairs for a bit. He meowed as usual, and in fact Pat, and Scully the Parrot, and Tiger and myself were all sitting down for a bit to watch the 1988 animated movie The Land Before Time on Laserdisc.

Pat went back upstairs because I had gone up again for some food.

When I returned I could hear Tiger talking. He was at the back of the laundry room, when I heard him say "Hello, Hello. Erin?"

So now this ghost/spirit has a name.

Now what do we do?

This and possibly more spirits have been present in the that space for possibly 100s of years.

Mom of course can't see them and of course she doesn't really believe in them because I believe she is "rational" and not really spiritual or psychic like Pat and me are.

Then Tiger spoke again from the back of the laundry room, while I was sitting at the other end of the basement but could clearly hear what Tiger was saying...

He said "Gotta go, Erin", meaning Tiger had to leave the spirit(s) and was going back to me at the other (north) end of the basement

As I remember Aern running scared passed him in the 1970s, he wore a dark cloak and a top hat, and his whole outfit looked like it was from the mid-19th century. So he must have been dead for at least 100 years before our family had moved into the home-space.

I used to be scared of this man figure I saw on my way upstairs, but now I feel so sorry for him. I want to help Aern (male version of Erin) to reach to the tunnel of light that gets his spirit & soul up to Heaven. I don't sense he is "bad" but that I guess in the old Christianity he probably didn't go up to the tunnel because sometimes Christianity scares humanity into making us believe that God is "vengeful" and "you're going to Hell if you sin".

I've discovered though that God really is more merciful than we let on to believe. If we have sinned a bit, as long as it is not major stuff like murder, then we basically do "Heaven time" and will one day reincarnate again into a new body.

If Aern and other human spirits had just let go and gone into the light when he had died over 100 years ago, his soul would have reincarnated into the body of a male again, and if he chose, he would have been born in Winnipeg with a new name -- God's way of totally forgiving our sins. I will try and communicate that to Aern if I see him again though. I don't want him to continue to get stuck the way he's been. I'm sure the rest of his family has been waiting for him in Heaven for a long, long, time, if they haven't reincarnated themselves at least once by now.

Jim

Smiles the Cat Visits from the Afterlife

2009-10-28T00:34:00.005-05:00

My cat Smiles passed away on his 18th birthday, March 2, 2009.

Twelve hours later while at my parent's home I hear the voice of my Uncle Rudy say "Now this is the one I've been waiting for!".

Then in early May 2009 Fr. Brian Massie passed away and about a week or two later. I was playing a bit rough with my other cat Tiger when I hear Fr. Massie say to my consciousness, "Be nice to your cats, or you won't get to Heaven." "OK thanks for the reminder", I said. I was playing a bit rough with Smiles too, for his age, and was wondering whether I was making it hard on him and may have contributed to him dying when he did.

Then in early June I became opened to reincarnation when my sister Pat mentioned it.

About a week later I was at my computer in the early evening when I turned around towards my bathroom and I saw the back 1/2 of a dark grey transparent cat lunge forward into the bathroom. It was not one of the other cats because - get this - he was positioned near the top of the doorway, not on the ground, so it was not a shadow or reflection of some sort from Tiger or Herbie. It all but lasted about 5 seconds. I knew it was Smiles in spirit form.

Nothing happened since that time until last week, October 19th or 20th, when I had just started to climb out of the bathtub in the morning to get ready for work. It was about 7.45 a.m. As I was climbing out of the tub I grabbed my bath towel, and as I put it around my shoulder I saw Smiles run right past the left part of me very close to my head. As he passed my shoulder, he let one of his feet touch my shoulder, and then he was off, outside the bathroom, and disappeared.

Until these two ghost occurrences I had never seen anything in spirit form before, or at least if I had, I couldn't identify it.

Also, Smiles' spirit was dark transparent black (dark grey). In the two instances, I had not seen his face nor had I caught a glimpse of any white fur part of him like his underbelly.

So now through Smiles' two visits and also from seeing my purple and pink crown chakra (flower-like petals) in June I can confirm that the soul and the spirit are different. The soul is the multi-coloured being of light that we are that we see each other as in a deeper part of Heaven. The soul has no weight to it because of it being composed of light. It always stays the same colours. The spirit, on the other hand, is like a shapeshifter from a sci-fi movie. You choose your form before you are born, and once you choose that form you are that until you die. So a soul that was a cat in one life and then becomes human and will have met many different cats and humans in its life will be seen from the other's "sight" as being either a cat or a human.

I welcome Smiles to continue to visit me for as long as he needs to or for as long as he can. One day Smiles, Tiger, Herbie and me as well as others will all be up in Heaven romping around it and Rainbow Bridge. One day, we will return to Earth, in feline or human form, as children, as parents, and as cats.

See also:

PetLifeRadio.com - Paranormal Pets (Radio Show/Podcast)
Amazon.com - Know About Animal Afterlife

No More A Slave To Big Pharma

2009-10-13T21:32:00.002-05:00

Since 2005 (and a bit earlier) I have had Type 2 Diabetes, and since early 2006 I have been on the pharmaceutical drug Metformin, which has been around since the mid-1960s.

At the time I had always told everyone that if I find a way to get off that drug I would happily try it.

I have concluded that Metformin and other diabetic drugs are but a "crutch" if we allow them to be. As human beings we are more than what we are told and that we can self-heal our bodies using natural remedies that have been around for thousands upon thousands of years.

So I actually started this in May 2009 when I became aware and awake to the phenomena of 'chemtrails' (or geo-engineering) our climate to make it cooler, ickier and less humane to breathe its air.

I sought a way to rid myself of the harmful chemicals like rat poison (aka Barium), and aluminium -- both being used to block our sinus cavities, causing shortness of breath, causing colds more often, having a skipping or 'palpitating' heartbeat, having the feeling of choking on gum in the middle of the night, but it's actually mucus.

I started with Bentonite and Oil Of Oregano. The bottle of Bentonite says you're supposed to take it with Psyllium powder, which was expensive too, but well worth it.

The Bentonite and Oregano I took for a few weeks, not regularly but every few days. And I'll say this now: if it weren't for my good friend James H. getting sick in May, I might not have discovered that these herbal remedies actually do work.

I hadn't noticed any difference until about the second week of September, and just like September 2001 when I tried a water fast, I drank 4 to 6 glasses of distilled and mineral (Jackson Springs) water daily.

By this time I felt the internal cells in my body and externally my skin cells to be created in a more pure state. It felt so good to feel soooo good again. I am 43 chronologically, but I felt about 18 again.

People around me at my workplace were hacking coughing, and I told them about Oil of Oregano. Some said they might try it, but they were the ones who were on 'blood thinners'. They let Big Pharma control their bodies and to become locked in, or dependent upon pharmaceutical drugs to maintain their illness rather than cure them.

So sad.

As the Bentonite began to clear out the gunk in my body, I began to notice also that my hair became softer and the skin throughout my body to become child-like soft.

I was off of Metformin, and I wasn't going to go back to it again!

I was waking up earlier too. No more pressing the snooze button on the alarm clock and being late for work.

Because there is 22% less Sunlight getting to us now than 30 years ago, I began to take 5,000 units (5 * 1000 mg) of Vitamin D3 daily, and sometimes take 6,000.

Flaxseed Oil is an essential oil that is Omega3 which is not produced by our bodies, and there is scientific evidence to say that those who have Type 2 Diabetes should eat Omega3 fish daily to control their blood sugar. So instead of eating a 'meat sandwich' like Ham or Salami or just whatever, I began bringing a can of Tuna with me to work for Lunch. Instead of eating it with a sandwich and mayonaise I just spill out the water and eat the fish directly from a plate.

If I drink some distilled water or a glass of milk, or cranberry juice with it, an hour or so later, I feel soooo good and have so much energy it is like I am light on my feet and feel so much energy I could participate in a running marathon.

The last couple of weeks I expanded my forte in cleansing my body by adding one or two cups of cranberry juice daily. I cannot easily tell whether I had any urinary tract infection or not, but I can tell that I don't have as much muscle pain passing urine as I used to.

And most recently I have discovered that lowering blood sugar and curing diabetes it is necessary to cleanse the liver too. I bought the herbal remedy Milk Thistle, which I found to irritate my abdomen the first few days, so I switched to Lecithin, which my Dad used to give us before going to school in the 1970s, so I have an association with that. I prefer the Milk Thistle also because going by what I've read about it, it can 'heal and repair' the liver and minimize any problems from gall bladder, which I've had for the past 20 years.

So I'm really feeling quite fine. One thing though. My blood sugars are still reporting around 30-ish. But even that will be lowered by another thing I'll be taking in almost daily -- Cinnamon. It has been proven through several scientific tests that putting 1/2 tsp. of Cinnamon into your tea, coffee, or hot chocolate it is guaranteed to lower your blood sugar by 25% or more after 40 days.

Herbie Protocol

2009-09-13T12:55:00.006-05:00

My new cat Herbie has this as his Rule #1:

"If you bite, you gotta lick"

Gandhi on Small Government

2009-08-21T23:32:00.002-05:00

""The larger (structurally) a democracy grows, the less becomes the rule of the people and the smaller is the say of individuals and localised groups in dealing with their own destinies."

- Mahatma Gandhi

Yet another reason Winnipeg one day should deamalgamate its suburban entities. Smaller has proven to be the best.

Two Chemtrail Planes Forced Down

2009-08-19T20:11:00.002-05:00

http://forum.prisonplanet.com/index.php?topic=113768.0

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=78086

This was a few weeks ago (June 2009), but is just the type of thing that MUST be done in order to STOP the manipulation of our weather.

We Think Ourselves into Disease

2009-08-05T16:01:00.003-05:00

http://www.winnipegfreepress.com/opinion/westview/thinking-about-death-can-kill-you-52300752.html

This article says that we think ourselves into various diseases, and become our worst fears.

So with the H1N1 artificially created "flu" and its forthcoming "solution" in the form of a vaccine, it is better to think that we will overcome this whole thing rather than to think that we'll die of it.

Same thing with Diabetes, Cancer, MS, etc...

59 Donald St. Rammed by Driver of Convertible

2009-07-17T16:15:00.004-05:00

Some asshole rammed into the side of my apt. block on Donald St. today. Early reports from residents of the apartment block were that before dying though, she also hit a pedestrian who was crossing Donald St. (Note: but the media is now saying there was never a pedestrian hit).

She hit the building so hard that the inside wall of the lobby is now cracked.

CJOB.com - Pedestrian hit on Donald St.

WinnipegSun.com - Serious Crash on Donald St.

Flickr.com - Photo #1 -59 Donald St. Lobby after car rams apartment block

Flickr.com - Photo #2 -59 Donald St. Lobby after car rams apartment block

Flickr.com - Photo #3 - Convertible car that crashed into the northwest side of 59 Donald St.

Flickr.com - Photo #3a - Same as #3, except larger size, available for zooming.

Flickr.com - Photo #4 - Police tape surrounds 59 Donald St., as Police investigate car crash.

Flickr.com - Photo #5 - Damage to northwest exterior of 59 Donald St. after convertible car crash.

The latest on this story, from CKY says that there was no pedestrian hurt. Yet someone confirmed seeing an ambulance haul away a body bag, others from the building say that the scene was grusome.

What is gonig on here?

The story from CKY as at 4.30 p.m. Friday July 17, 2009:

Car hits building at Broadway and Donald

Updated: Fri Jul. 17 2009 16:32:22

ctvwinnipeg.ca

The Winnipeg Police Service closed the intersection at Broadway Avenue and Donald Street after a serious car crash on Friday afternoon.

Police had originally suggested that a pedestrian had been hit in the crash, but that information turned out to be false.

The vehicle involved collided with a building in the 100 block of Donald Street.

Motorists were asked to avoid the area while police did their initial investigation, and say a female was taken to hospital in unstable condition, but say her condition has since been upgraded to stable.

Police say there is no further information at this time.

Here is CJOB's updated story:

Donald Street Collision
CJOB News Team reporting
7/17/2009

Donald Street and Broadway is now open to all traffic, previously closed due to a serious motor vehicle collision.

It turns out this was a single motor vehicle collision into a building....not a pedestrian hit.

The vehicle involved was travelling southbound on Donald Street after which time the driver lost control and collided with a building.

The 54-year-old female driver was the only person injured. She was conveyed to hospital in unstable condition. She has since been upgraded to stable condition.

And I snapped more photographs, one showing a bracketed area being marked with blue chalk, at one of the curb side parking spaces just north of the apartment block. Other Police markings, again in blue, show the supposed trajectory of the vehicle, and markings indicating "PF" and "PR". What do those mean?

Permission is granted to the news media for these all photographs on this page.

The Iraq Plaque of Jesus - July 1968

2009-07-17T00:01:00.009-05:00

I turned two in June of 1968 and about 3 weeks later Iraq was in the news. My Mom would turn on the Noon newscast on channel 7 CJAY and I remember sitting on the sofa but not looking at the tv.

Then I started hearing the words "Iraq". For some odd reason I then focussed on this ceramic plaque of Jesus that my Mom's Mom gave to her shortly before I was born.

Well, I must have heard her mention the word "plaque" because my mind joined those two words up and voila! -- instant toddler daytime nightmare.

My Mom was in the kitchen and as I sat there on the sofa, I started to scream for her to take down the plaque because it was scarring me. But she did not come. She just didn't understand what I was complaining about. I remember even pointing out the plaque to her.

She later removed it I think, but then the next day the same thing would happen. I'd be listening (but not watching) the local newscast, and then I guess they cut to the reporter's story on the latest in Iraq, and I'd freak out, closing my ears and screaming and wanting my Mom to take down the plaque of Jesus.

NOTE: Facebook doesn't go directly to the post on Blogger, so here is a link to the Jesus plaque.

Years later I recalled this and through the power of the Internet found out that Sadam Hussein had been a newsmaker on July 17, 1968. He had staged a coup of the Iraqi government and overthrew it between that date and July 30th.

1968 - On 17 July the Baath Party returns to power in a bloodless coup that Saddam has helped organise. A group of Sunni Iraqis from Tikrit take the top posts in the new Baath government. Bakr is made president. Saddam is appointed as acting deputy chairman of the Revolutionary Command Council (the government's most powerful decision-making body).

On 30 July Saddam takes personal charge of a purge to rid the new government of old-guard figures. Two months later, following an unsuccessful coup attempt against it, the Baath government cracks down again, with Saddam and Bakr directing a further series of purges designed to eliminate opposition.

SOURCE: MorOrLess.AU.Com

I guess back then my brain heard the words "plaque" and "Iraq" and somehow thought they were somehow connected to one another. In reality the words just rhymm with one another.

The moral of this story is this. Parents, if your kids are screaming about something, perhaps you should listen to and attend to them, because it could be that they are having some kind of experinece like I had.

Memories of 1968

2009-07-15T20:15:00.004-05:00

I remember when I was very young. Perhaps 2 (1968) or early 1969 when we used to go to my relative's home on Cobourg St. in Elmwood (which I really consider to be part of East Kildonan).

I remember part of their house. My cousin's bedroom was on the second floor, and because he lived there it was easy for him to walk up the stairs. But when I was there I found the stairs too steep, and it had this ribbed rubber mat that I found a bit slippery. So I would have to climb up there on my hands and knees.

Then one of the visits I remember that my cousin got one of those wind-up toy clocks with the musical tune. The tune is on the Wii Music disc -- "My Grandfather's Clock". The Wikipedia artcle says the toy clock came out in 1968, so that makes very much sense. Us two boys had the very latest toy.

Here's the lyrics and melody ... link

The one one the far left is the toy clock my cousin and I had. Separately of course.

As it turned out, my cousin's family moved to another house in 1974 when my Aunt and Uncle had a baby girl.

Funny though how I can't really remember the rest of the old house very well, but it was like yesterday I remember my cousin telling me to hurry up (and he was 2 years and a bit), and me telling him that I didn't like how the stairs were.

Playing back audio from Audacity audio editor

2009-07-13T02:54:00.003-05:00

Last time I had Fedora (Linux) was version 8 and I had connected a headphone mic to it and was able to record audio into this UNIX workstation.

Cool stuff.

But I lost the program when I upgraded to Fedora 10.

This program Audacity has been around for about 16 years or more and is available for Linux, Mac and Windows.

The problem I have had in getting it working is not in the recording of audio from a mic, but in the playback. The settings is for the Alsa AC'97 output but it really should be set to Alsa:pulse or Alsa:default.

Now it works again and I'm interested in doing some audio commentary for truwinnipeg.org in the next while.

MIDI on Fedora 10 (Linux)

2009-07-11T05:37:00.001-05:00

Today was the first time I got MIDI to work in Linux on my computer.

The missing program was libtimidity, the "MIDI to WAV converter library".

The Winnipeg Tribune - WE'RE BACK!

2009-07-02T06:25:00.007-05:00

I just posted at TRUWinnipeg about how using your mind's intent to help cause a dream turn into a reality, in particular making the current 66 Grant bus route turn into a modern streetcar route.

I also gave the example of a Canadian infrastructure parts directory that e-mailed me two days after "riding" the Wilson subway between confusion corner and Polo Park, and including all the sounds and sights one would experience when riding such a thing.

Another example of a recurring dream I used to have in the early 1980s was where The Winnipeg Tribune would publish once again.
This dream went like this... It would be a Saturday afternoon in the Summer, and I'd be tagging along with my parents as we shopped at Grant Park. Back in the early 1980s there was a drug store chain called Metro Drugs, and I used to check out the computer and home video magazines there. In this dream I walk past the news stand and spot two or three copies of the Trib. This copy is not mass produced, but is like a limited edition -- much fewer copies than in the days when it published before closing.

The Winnipeg Free Press owns the name of The Winnipeg Tribune since the paper closed on August 27, 1980.

The copy price was $1, compared to the 20 cents back in 1980. But this was because of the lower circulation.

Now add the 'power of intent', and do this several times...See this scenario nowadays at your favourite local corner store or supermarket. And see yourself happy with excitement that the Trib is back again.

Then see the date of the paper. It says August 28, 2010, and the main headline says -- WE'RE BACK!

There is no copies of the Free Press because the Free Press has turned into The Trib.

I've just started a new Facebook group on this:
Bring Back the Winnipeg Tribune!

See also:

TRUWinnipeg.org - A Grant Ave. streetcar
About.com - The Power of Intention

Dissolving Clouds with Your Mind

2009-06-10T22:23:00.006-05:00

As kids, someone would pass along info that said that if you stare at a cloud long enough and wish it to disappear, in a few minutes it will.

I can't remember how I came to this but it must have been through more research on "chembusting" -- using orgonite and quartz crystals to evaporate chemtrail clouds.

So I remembered myself that in the 1980s I heard that you can just look at a cloud and make it totally disappear. There is some kind of spirit connection to the clouds and you can somehow communicate to them your intentions. Apparently us humans can also create clouds too.

This, however is a gift from God, to us. And I think that we should thank God that He has given us this gift of being able to do this. It's quite possible that God gave us this ability to show us that beyond Earth, when we are just our souls that we communicate via our minds, not our mouth.

It was a very overcast day in Winnipeg on June 10, 2009 and after reading on how to dissolve clouds, I tried a few myself. The sky was completely grey/black, and I thought it might be difficult to eliminate this whole skyfull of dark stormy clouds, but in 10-15 minutes the sky opened up in an arc that spread out in front of me westward and behind my building downtown. If you saw the skies clearing a few times during the afternoon, that was my doing.

http://www.rense.com/general35/cons.htm

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread290994/pg1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFyDdUx9IdM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmj9kP6RQxA

When I looked away and went back to my computing, the sky in front of my apt. block and in an arc surrounding it became grey/black again. Others have tried this and have confirmed that it does work.

Chemtrail clouds, however, might be a bit harder, since they are man-made, and not totally water-vapour.

All I ask is that you give it a try. It doesn't hurt to do so.

I'm on the "Prayer" Facebookkgroupo and this one just came up. Kind of related to the above...:

Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the LORD of hosts." Therefore " I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." - Zechariah 4:6, Philippians 4:13

Connect the weather dots...

2009-06-06T11:50:00.008-05:00

Ross Romaniuk in the Winnipeg Sun today reports that Friday, June 5, 2009 broke a new record for the coldest for that day in all Manitoba history.

I post this as educational material under Fair Use laws:

Unseasonably-cool weather slows ice cream sales

The Winnipeg Sun
Saturday, June 6, 2009
By Ross Romaniuk
Sun Staff Writer

Winnipeg is shivering through a June cold spell that was expected yesterday to lead to a record low maximum temperature.
The afternoon temperature at Richardson International Airport was forecast to climb no higher than 9 C after reaching only about 8.1 C over the noon hour -- well short of the previous low maximum of 10.8 C, which was set for June 5 at that location in 1992.
Discomfort
Environment Canada meteorologist Dale Marciski said cold arctic air flowing south over the Prairies, northern Ontario and the north-central U.S. is behind the pre-summer discomfort.
The chill was set to possibly bring record low maximums yesterday to Morden, Sprague, Gimli, Fisher Branch and Pinawa in southern Manitoba, and to The Pas in the north.
"I don't think in any case would this be the coldest temperature ever in June," Marciski said. "There are colder highs than this. But for June 5, these could be the coldest high temperatures."
At a time when southern Manitoba's normal high temperature is 23 C and the low is 10 C, last night saw a risk of frost across the region and an expected Winnipeg low of 1 C.
In parts of the Interlake the mercury was forecast to drop last night to as low as -1 C, downright dangerous for plants.
"We have a lot of problems with cold weather and frost -- putting plants away every night and taking them out every morning," said Denis Remillard, owner of the St. Leon Gardens plant store in Winnipeg. "It's been several years since we've had a challenging spring like this."
The plant store is giving workers more days off due to the cold's effect in slowing sales, Remillard said.
At the Bridge Drive-In, fewer than 50 customers had arrived yesterday to buy ice cream or other such snacks by mid-afternoon.
Approach normal
"That's one-eighth of what we should be doing," manager Roger Brisebois said, noting his staff had more idle time. "I sent one girl home, and we're just putting around here."
The low last night at Winnipeg's airport was projected to come reasonably close to the June 5 record of 0 C at that location, set in 1998.
The highs today through Monday will range from 14 C to 16 C, Marciski said, adding they might "approach normal" by hitting close to 20 C on Wednesday and Thursday.
ross.romaniuk@sunmedia.ca

If more and more people connect what is wrong with our weather -- endless days of overcast skies, unseasonably colder than normal temperatures, and supposed to be uncommon (but common now) easterly-winds, then you'll find that this is not nature, but rather man-made weather modification, using chemtrails as the tool for this icky weather.

But I discovered something yesterday. A person created a link to a web page off of Alex Jones' PrisonPlanet.com forum that says YES WE CAN do something about chemtrail vapours.

Chembusters, which use Orgone to clear out the chemtrail vapours and help bring back the blue skies again.

See also:

Youtube - Winnipeg Skywatch - Sunday May 3, 2009
Youtube - Winnipeg Skywatch - Chemtrail Effects
Goodbye Chemtrails, Hello Blue Skies
Chembuster - the remedy for Chemtrail health problems
Youtube.com - How to make an Orgonite Chembuster

Looking for 1959-style Anchor Hocking Glass Pitcher

2009-05-30T02:57:00.003-05:00

When I moved out on my own in 1989, the pop culture - music, movies, tv, colour schemes and patterns seemed to emulate 1959.

It's like this one, except there was no pattern on it, and the bottom had a 'honeycomb'-like 3 layer 'rib' to it.

Even Safeway was into it, by remodelling its stores to use nifty neon to denote its Dairy, Meat, Bakery departments.

I think it was in May of 1989 that I bought a heavy glass pitcher from Safeway at Grant Park one day, and I used that at my first place at 28 Biscayne Bay (in Fort Garry). Then when I moved to 87 Smith Street I used it for several years.

One day I moved the pitcher over the sink tap to wash it and moved my hand too fast and the pitcher got a tear in the glass. Interesting that when I moved into 87 Smith the very same pitcher was left in the fridge for the next tennant. I guess you really have to be careful of these wonderful looking pitchers so the glass doesn't break.

So about 10 years later, I'm missing my 1959-style glass pitcher, and by doing some simple research I've confirmed the following:

* I did buy the pitcher from Safeway because the pitcher was apparently made by Anchor Hocking, which Safeway carries their glass measuring cup.

* The tip of the pitcher is called the ice lip. Didn't know the name of that part until now.

I don't know how I'll find a replacement, maybe I'll have to order one online, or maybe I'll find one at an antique store.

It's sad though that glass pitchers are not easily available like the Anchor Hocking was '89. The only stuff I've been able to see is cheap 'Made in China' plastic jugs, and I don't want that.

Live HAARP Monitor

2009-05-06T00:01:00.004-05:00

HAARP is some sort of evil Tesla-inspired project to control the weather and the ionosphere, together with chemtrailing.

I found an animated GIF that displays whether HAARP is ON or OFF.

Prince writes song about chemtrails

2009-05-03T17:55:00.000-05:00

Prince says that after seeing The State of the Black Union where Dick Gregory talked about chemtrails -- he is now more aware of them and has written a song about it in his new album, due out soon. The interview is from PBS:

Tell Videon you want channels

2009-05-03T01:17:00.003-05:00

I wrote the following letter to the editor, that was published in the Winnipeg Free Press on September 17, 1998. It's a bit dated now in context, because Videon Cable-tv was sold to SHAW in 2001, and now Much More Music has changed its name to Much More...

I am responding to the news item that appeared in the entertainment section, Shaw, CHUM reach deal on new specialty channels where Shaw Cable has decided to carry the new music video network, MuchMoreMusic. The new music video network will debut on Sept. 30.

Why must Videon Cable subscribers be left behind, yet again? If you remember, MuchMusic first aired on August 31, 1984, yet Videon couldn't carry it until September 1987. Is this about to happen again? We subscribers demand the choice to decide ourselves what cable networks we should be able to receive, as long as the programming of that network is in good taste?

Alas, there does appear to be ample room in Videon's current frequency spectrum to carry both CTV SportsNet and MuchMoreMusic networks. Videon already carries simultaneous cablescasts of TSC The Shopping Channel, currently on cable 68, and CPAC Cable Public Affairs Channel, which is duplicated on cable 71. I was talking wth one Videon representative during the week and she informed me that there is no room for MuchMoreMusic and that I'd have to wait until some fuzzy time in 1999 before it would be made available. She also said that some of their customers couldn't find TSC when it was put too high up. Well that's tough luck for them. If those people have enough spending money to purchase those items from TSC, then surely they could find enough of that same money to purchase a newer TV, VCR, or cable converter to receive TSC on cable 30. What is Videon's real agenda?

I think what really needs to be done is to have Videon Cable transformed into a co-op organization where all subscribers would have a real say in what is or isn't carried on their cable system, subject to CRTC CanCon rules. If subscribers want Videon to carry MuchMoreMusic from the first broadcast day, I highly encourage them to give Videon a call at 287-4500 and say that they, the cable customers, should have a say in what is carried on their system.

JIM JAWORSKI
Winnipeg

Chemtrails in Winnipeg Letter of the Day

2009-05-03T00:27:00.011-05:00

In mid-April 2009 I wrote a Letter to the Editor, which was published as Letter of the Day in the April 18, 2009 edition of the Winnipeg Sun:

JET 'STREAMS'

Hey Winnipeggers, look up, way up to the sky.

Several people I have talked to have noticed 'chemtrails' more often over Winnipeg. These are produced by jet planes creating cross-hatch and heart-shaped patterns in the sky.

Not just in Winnipeg, but also planet-wide.

Why is it that the sky starts out clear blue in the morning, and by late afternoon it is grey and overcast?

It is because of these man-made "clouds" which are intended to block the rays of the sun. Some scientists have tested the fallout of trails and say it is composed of toxic substances like barium and sulphur dioxide — long-term exposure leading to a weakened immune system. Why are these chemicals being sprayed on us?

They are certainly not spraying for mosquitos at this time of the year, as mosquito season has not started yet.

As human beings on this planet, we have a right to breathe clean, fresh air, and receive undisturbed access to sunlight.

JIM JAWORSKI
WINNIPEG

Editor: Could natural clouds be greying up the skies?

Since then there has been a counter-letter reply, debunking chemtrails as just contrails, published in the April 24, 2009 edition of The Sun:

CONTRAILS 101

Re: Jet streams, Letters, April 18.

The "chemtrails" you're writing about are actually called "contrails" which is short for "condensation trails." These are visible trails of condensed water vapour made by the exhaust of aircraft engines. Depending on atmospheric conditions, contrails may be visible for only a few minutes.

That's it, nothing more. No great conspiracy to poison our air or block out the sun. Contrails don't collect together to make clouds. You might see more than one contrail at a time because more than one aircraft flew over.

The big clouds you see that fill up the sky are not man made. Those are actually real, nature-made clouds.

The smoke used at air shows is for show only and is considered harmless because it dissipates before it hits the ground.

KEVIN MARCOTTE
WINNIPEG

Editor: Thanks for the explanation.

Who is this Kevin Marcotte gentleman? Could he be the very same Kevin Marcotte who wrote in a web board devoted to CFB Baden Soellingen in 1999?

Regardless, it seems that pandoras box has now been opened. More people are going to look up at the sky and wonder why the strange patterns. Then they'll start to do their own Google and Youtube searches....And then...

Deamalgamate Winnipeg!

2009-03-31T16:47:00.009-05:00

The craziness that is the newly created 311 service illustrates that Winnipeg is not working out very well. It's time to CANCEL 311, and go back to the previous system we had where the receptionists at the various city departments, like the Clerk's Office at City Hall, can take people's calls, such as registering to speak at a Council meeting.

There was a time until December 1971 that the central city of Winnipeg was a completely separate from the City of St. Vital, the City of East Kildonan, the Rural Municipality of Fort Garry, the Rural Municipality of Charleswood, etc...

The past 37 years have proved that Unicity government has been a total, unmitigated FAILURE, and that the way back is to amalgamate and restore as many of these former municipalities as possible

In the past 37 years the identity of the suburban areas have melded with the city — one suburb is almost identical to another.

However, I feel that we had it right when Winnipeg created the Metropolitan Corporation of Greater Winnipeg, which was loosely modeled on the Metropolitan Corporation of Toronto.

Smaller is ALWAYS better. Smaller entities are always more EFFICIENT than monolithic, especially in government.

Until 1998 when Toronto amalgamated several nearby suburbs, the Metro Toronto area was known as one of the best organized governments in the western world. Under Metro government, and separate municipalities, the area was able to grow steadily since its creation in 1954. It was able to extend the TTC subway over 35 years, and through its construction, keep Metro development relatively compact.

The way back is to deamalgamate, and to return the emergency services back to the autonomous municipalities.

On April 6, 2009 the Frontier Centre for Public Policy will be hosting a discussion featuring Nick Ternette on the Failure of Unicity government here.

See also:

http://www.mts.net/~jjaworsk/Metro/

A Step Closer To The Mark?

2009-03-24T06:09:00.003-05:00

If people just stopped using debit cards and went back to going to the bank teller in person, and paid for items with coins and dollars (cash) then none of this would be allowed to go forward.

Before debit cards were introduced in the early 1990s, customers used to fill out paper slips, wait in line, and hand them to the bank teller. The slips would indicate what the customer would want to do -- deposit some cash, transfer cash from one account to another, cash a cheque, or withdrawal some cash. These slips were not done away with immediately, but only when the banks said that most people don't use them anymore.

So to go back to that system we must stop using debit cards altogether, and demand that our banks return to the cash and deposit slip system! Sure it's a bit inconvenient, but it may HALT, STOP, OR CANCEL OR DELAY these chipped card systems that are a step closer to Revelations 13.

Revelations 13 says:

And [the Antichrist] causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:

And that no man might buy or sell, save [except] he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six. Rev 13:16-18 KJV

We Are Watching The Watchmen

2009-03-17T12:52:00.013-05:00

I saw the new movie The Watchmen this past weekend. It has several references to the New World Order and such.

The story goes back to a comic book released in September 1986, during the same time when "Iran-Contra" was going on in the mainstream media.

I noticed too during this time period a major shift in pop culture FROM one that is promoting "family values", for example the NBC Sunday night program Our House and ABC's The Disney Sunday Movie, TO one that questions trust of one another. Then in 1987 there were a lot of breakups in relationships and in families. The music changed a bit, from being fun, party-like, to being much more dark, and "garange"-like. If you don't know what "garange" is, just listen to the dark theme of Genesis' Tonight, Tonight, Tonight. It can best be thought of as a "biting anger".

That time period, between October 1986 and around 1992, were a transition period. Sure there was bad, but there was also good. We had the great set design and great catchy theme of CNN HeadlineNews, and we had a sort of revival of 1950s culture, where people were reminded of rural culture and those people who were migrating to the cities. So we had this ying yang of Town and Country.

But there was also the bad, in the form of increased tabloid journalism and the creation of FOX Television, Maury Povitch, Inside Edition, and wall to wall coverage of Iran Contra.

ABC's Disney Sunday Movie intro:

NBC promo for Our House:

Genesis' Tonight, Tonight, Tonight:

Discernment Folk Group has a drummer again.

2009-03-15T23:05:00.003-05:00

Tonight I went to St. Ignatius Church (Corydon & Stafford) and saw that the group Discernment, who has been playing since 1970, has a new drummer.

It's been many years that they did have one, and the previous guy died of cancer or something like that.

It makes a HUGE difference in the music ministry in that the band memeber who are singing along are able to keep better time when so they sing together.

It brings back the Rock sound that the group used to have, and it makes it easier for the congregation to sing along if they can sing together with the beat of the drum.

Misdirected Parcel

2009-03-15T22:58:00.003-05:00

In late January of this year I had ordered three items from eBay. One from one seller and two from another.

They should have arrived by mid-February, and the one from one seller did.

But the other two items were still MIA.

So I contacted the seller and he says, OK, the US Postal Service says they're "lost in the mail", and nothing can be done except to refund what I originally paid.

Today my sister phones me and says that our Dad was talking to their neighbour on the block and they had recently gone on vacation for two months and they had someone take care of the place during that time.

The neighbour gave the two items to my Dad, and then I paid the eBay seller again and wrote him the story that we have received the items.

The mixup occurred because the Canada Post parcel delivery (man) used the UPC barcode address range instead of the handwritten address that the sender had on the original envelope. Guess they weren't trained very well, and were just pushed into the job.

Oi vey.

Our Commie Councillors

2009-03-11T17:13:00.004-05:00

Couns. Mike Pagtakhan (Point Douglas) and Gord Steeves (St. Vital) and are proposing to rename Garbage Day to Recycling Day, using a straight from the Communist doublespeak playbook.

It was reported earlier last month that Winnipegers are recycling less than other provinces because it is less convenient for them.

The real story why people are not recycling anymore is because we are being told that aside from aluminum cans, the rest of our trash goes into the Brady Landfill anyways.

Once you watch Penn & Teller explain how stupid most of recycling is, then you'll become more reasonable when throwing out the trash.

"Now, this is the one I've been waiting for"

2009-03-05T00:29:00.004-06:00

My 18-year old cat passed away on his birthday, March 2, 2009.

Around 12 hours later in the afternoon, I had the voice of my deceased Uncle come into my mind and say:

"Now, this is the one I've been waiting for."

I truely believe that Uncle Rudy, who passed away in 1995 after a heart attack related to type 2 Diabetes, is taking care of my cat Smiles until it's my time to be with my cat again in Heaven.

When I checked with my Mom if Uncle Rudy did in fact like cats, she confirmed this.

Maple Syrup Price Beyond Reasonable

2009-03-01T22:48:00.004-06:00

My earliest ancestors from the 1300s lived among the maple trees, that is what the surname stands for. A 'Jawor' tree is a sycamore maple, and 'ski' means 'place of'.

So maybe that is why I love pancakes and of course the only real thing to put on them is maple syrup.

When I was a kid we had the Old Colony brand of maple syrup that you could buy at the Safeway supermarket. I can't recall what they charged for a bottle. Perhaps $2.50 or so back in the 1970s.

Then the prices went up in the 1980s and our family started buying the Old Tyme brand which is marketed as "artificial pancake syrup". It's just not the same thing.

The artificial stuff is thinner, and is surely cheaper. But there are some preservatives and other things in there that I'd rather not be eating.

In the 1990s when I moved out on my own I started to buy real maple syrup again, and the cost was around $3.00. Then in 1994 and again in 1998 the price jumped from $4.30 to $6. The justification for the price increase was that the maple syrup farmers in the province of Quecec had that ice storm and also it seems that the maple syrup farmers had, in their greed, wanted more of the dollars as income that came from selling it to the Federation des producteurs acericoles du Quebec (the marketing board).

Now, according to this news report from UPI, the farmers and/or the marketing board is at it again, claiming that there is some kind of "shortage" of maple syrup...And now they want $10 bucks for one bottle.

Oh, and by the way, Old Colony was purchased by Old Tyme, which is an American company, and the Old Colony brand was shut down.

Shades of Orwell's 1984 to come?